Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
This Is Me
Me. Magical. Min. Maniac. Monster. Monetary.
"Never let anything known for anyone to stab you in."
FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET!
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Tuesday, October 11, 2016
Read this on 9GAG and think it's the most meaningful poem I have came across:
If I die in a war zone,
Box me up and send me home.
Put my medals on my chest,
Tell my mom I did my best.
Tell my dad not to bow,
He won't get tension from me now.
Tell my brother to study perfectly,
Keys to my bike will be his permanently.
Tell my sis not to be upset,
Her bro will not rise after this sunset.
Tell my love not to cry,
Because I'm a soldier born to die.
Isn't it meaningful? I'm a soldier too. Fighting with schizo is not easy. And I have to pull through.... I have to stay strong and win this battle. It's hard. But it's worth it for people you love....
Saturday, August 6, 2016
A Post Other Than Hotel
I felt like I'm so lonely these days. After getting an actual job, I have lost my time and energy to blog. My fiancé doesn't like me to post private things on blog so most of my blog posts are only for my viewing only.
My boss doesn't like my publicity so I can't blog about work in public too.
My family, of course, supported my fiancé too.
I have so much thoughts each day on the way home and I feel like it's a waste not blogging it down. But who's there to see? Only me.
I'm lonely. I have no readers. I'm sad. I think I should die.
Speaking of dying, I fantasize about dying when I sleep. Then again when I just bring this topic up, my mom gets upset and it makes me sad. My thoughts are whacked.
I'm now in Renaissance and my fiancé is expecting me to sleep. Long story short, I'm going to bed like he expects.
I have lost myself. But I'm loving my life this way.... Love you, those who still reads this dead blog.
Friday, June 3, 2016
My birthday was nearly ruined because I can't get a room with bathtub. But they changed it for me. Had such a fun time with my boyfriend.
I had a real long blog in my head. But when it comes to writing down, I forgot everything.
Just to share some pictures of the wonderful hotel.
Thursday, February 25, 2016
Now that I have a boyfriend and I'm engaged, I start to think about starting my own family.
I used to think that my dad and mom hates me. I am rebellious and shit. I play truants, run out of the house in the middle of the night and my dad used to cane me badly. I have a perfect elder sister (her grades were straight A's and she is guai like hell) and I always wanted to be like her. However, the more I tried, the more I fail. I gave in to mischivous temptations and I do loads of shit that breaks my parents heart.
I used to think the more the beat me, the more they hate me. I didn't realize that they love me like mad. I was the only child that my dad see my mom gave birth to. After caning me, my dad would come up to me with ointments and rub my blue blacks. But I hated him to the core.
Now I only wish that my child would not grow up to be like me. I learnt from my third auntie that my second auntie cried silently in her room when her son got a tattoo. I got a tattoo at my hip too. It must have hurt my mom to see what I was becoming to.
From last week onwards, the first thing that I tell my mom when I get home from work is that I love her. And I promise never to run away from home again (even if my dad chased me out). Because I can never forget the sadness in her eyes as she knelt down to beg me to stay the last time I walked out of the door. Yes. I made my mom put down her pride and begged me to stay. And I'm truly ashame of it.
So from then on, I promised to be a good daughter to her and never break her heart again.
I have a proper full time job now. And I will work hard to be a good daughter.
Mom and dad, I love you. FAMILY means Father And Mother, I Love You.
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Just How To Make Your Website More Interesting
I just had a random thought about how to make a website more interesting.
Be like Disney! Leave hidden Mickey all over the place!
Oh look at that corner. I bet you didn't see a little raccoon staring at me. Hahahaha.
I mean it's so easy. You can add a little fun facts around your webpage to wait for people to spot it.
I might want to do that for my website if I know the ABC's of HTML.
Nevertheless, great idea!
Friday, May 1, 2015
New Genting Hotel in Jurong
Having buffet downstairs while my parents are eating in front of me. :) damn rude to use the phone while eating but I just need to blog my hotel stays!
Man, I just love hotels!
Sunday, April 5, 2015
I have such a huge squarish blanket over me, it feels like a stingray is hugging me to sleep
Tuesday, March 17, 2015
Like you all know, I lost my best friend a few years back.
It's been hard letting people into my life but I got a new best friend now.
My life is turning for the better.
I signed up for the million kg held by Singapore. Hopefully can shed some weight there.
Love you guys.
Wednesday, September 24, 2014
Flying with Firefly Airlines
I went to search the picture online, hence the ugly and unprofessional screenshot of the plane.
Check out it's propellers! So cool right?!
I want to be the first to share this special plane! Seems like little people know about it.
Thursday, August 14, 2014
The Ocean Aquarium At Sentosa
I am worn out every day and hardly can fish enough energy to blog. Anyway, it's getting quieter.
Some crab which I forgot it's name
I adore Jellyfishes
Fish that looks like a human
Sharks beneath your feet
Unborn baby fishes in mommy's womb
LITERALLY a school of fishes
Fake crab (I thought there's no chance to see a real crab)
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
I found this really nice place where there's plenty of saga seeds to pick!
Portsdown road, jalan hang jebat!
It's a sweet thought for most people who didn't know where to get. ;)
Pictures of hotels: (Renaisance hotel in JB)
Hotel miramar @Havelock Road
Some places I went:
Delicious Yam cake!!!! I love yam cakes. It's so hard to find places whereby they sells them. Angie choice is one of them. And crystal jade too!
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
I am going back to school. =( School blues
Saturday, April 19, 2014
Mutiara Hotel in JB
Went JB this long holiday on Thursday. There is a carnival! Or fun fair. My first ever real carnival!
Look at all the bright lights!
We saw a red moon. Saw it in the newspaper that there would be serversl red moons this year (or next). :)
Look out for the moon!
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay