Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Saturday, July 31, 2010
Now things have settled and the dust are on the floors leaving a clearer air and better view. We are all tone down and can see from the better light. I guess I have been too repulsive and I was having a bit of a drink.
I regretted my actions that made our family so sore now. It feels as though the glass had cracks in between and there is no way you can mend it. Spilled water, they call it.
Well, went to the Doctor Fones and he did admit that there is a possibility of a relapse so I need to really keep my hands in my pocket when I am out shopping.
I do keep to my medicine. Although there are some nights when I forgot to take them....
Am feeling really bounded. Hopeful when class starts again, I would mingle around and meet some new friends. I don't want to be lonely when I die.
Being spiteful and revengeful is not the way. Be strong and walk away - should always be the solution.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Jia lat liao
I think this time I die already..
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
After the war
I just after the war, you have already et the dynamites and all the explosive out and now that you are calm, the after effect remains.
My dad soothed me down. I admit I was getting a little emotional due to alcohol consumption but still it is my younger sister's fault to be rude to her elderlies. I hated her spoiled character.
She always think that she is mature enough and lectures me. I just kept quiet for I know I got quite a stomach for insults and reprimanding. But who is she to speak to me in that tone of voice? With the influence of alcohol and my courage got a lot stronger, overpowering my sense of calmness (which I normally am very) and emotions start to get a little hay-wired. Screams were all over the place with tears in our faces and all. Stress, emotions, tensions all came out in a single quarrel. Over a small topic like taking her pictures off my Facebook as she don't want her classmates to know about me.
I feel really offended and discouraged from the fact that your sisters are not standing behind you. I'd say my elder sister would refrain from letting her friends know that I am Ris Low too. But I don't blame her as she told me her reasons for doing so.
I know my younger sister is going through a tough time too but why can't her temper be nicer? It seems like other than her boyfriend, there is no one she respects. She always talk about being respectful but her actions don't even show. Much as we can tell, she is a SPOILED BRAT who knows NOTHING about society and tries to be all grown up.
I have been through a lot. Even my elder sister knows that she cannot be compared to me accounting on the experiences and social life with the society bombarding and politics. I am way more experienced in the tough Singapore and yet I kept myself humble as I know I have not traveled enough to see the world.
On my 21st birthday, I would like to get a all way around the world ticket (I think they have this in Singapore Airlines whereby you can use one solitary ticket in a year) and travel all around the countries, stopping by to work at their places and trying to support myself from nothing.
THAT is life. =)
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
My YOG Cheer
MY YOG CHEER.
Why you should vote for me.
1) I am Ris Low. And I am a mini celebrity.
2) You are a Singaporean. Support your own people.
3) I am good.
4) Red represents Singapore. One of Singapore's national colors.
5)Read number one all over again.
VOTE FOR ME HOR!
Monday, July 26, 2010
I am kpo.
I am super kpo. I went around sniffing people's butt to know their stuff and all.
Suddenly, someone shit in my face when I was sniffing his butt.
=( Si bey smelly - I tell you.
Not good to be a toilet paper.
I was woken up by the sound of dragging luggages and dragging shoes with chatters and the clinging of keys - YES! My parents are back.
They went to see their fortune at the temple in Malaysia and they asked about me.
Somethings that were so true makes my hair stands on end. Pantang? I super superstitious one..
Ooooohhhhheeeerrrrr... The Fortune teller didn't even see me and had things to tell about me. =( and he requested to see me. So scary...
So do you guys believe in fortune telling or card reading (tarots or poker) or other ways of telling your past and futures?
Do leave a comment and let me know. =)
Friday, July 23, 2010
Shame on you, Singaporeans!
Not all Singaporeans BUT huge ass majority of Singaporeans out there ought to be ashame of yourself!
I think that JJ Lin did a very good job in singing the cheer for Singapore. Well, might be lame (I think mine was even worse) but at least he tried.
I think it is admirable to be so proud of your country. People who gives me bullshit like, "love is in the heart. No need to show" or "your no need to spell out your love" can go and die because, PEOPLE ULTIMATELY WANTS TO HEAR. You don't say and assume people know, then people also assume you know then like that everyone can sew their mouth already.
Am so freaking "chao ah lian" here because Ah Lians are loyal to people and they are the one who are most proud of Singapore!
Image a scenario when one ANG MOH come Singapore and saw this hot chick strutting around (Ah Lians are normally hot hot hot!) THE AH LIAN CONFIRM, PLUS GUARANTEE CHOP KICK HIS BUTT. Because they only like Ah Bengs only. Wahahaha!
Was asked to do a cheer for Singapore and the phone call came in mid afternoon. Had just finished my school and was taking my afternoon nap. Immediately, I took up the challenge! I am very good at cheering in Secondary school one ok! The opposite teams had to have their ears stuff with cotton for I have a really shriek-y, high pitched voice that chickens being slaughtered would be proud of. =D
ALWAYS WIN BEST CHEER LEADING GROUP ONE OK!
Anyway, back to the point. Why must ask me to do a cheer leh. I forgot all my secondary stuff already. FML. So, I just took a pen and squeezed my non-existing brain juices out to think of a couple of cheers. Drip drip drip and in 1 minute, all settled!
Wa! Shiok already. Can go back to sleep... But no! The newpaper decided to do a video and asked me down.. I nearly cry from the lack of sleep I was having.... But what to do? Must humor all you bo liao people what.
If you see the video, please don't laugh. I just wake up and am very tired... =(
The JJ Lin's version.
Oh ya, having vent my frustrations for today. Singaporeans you all very jia lat. Especially those who hide behind the computer and say things. Like my haters. All cowards. If you dare, speak up.
Plus, if you are as smart as us or as witty as us or as strong as us, then you come and compare. If not, in the meanwhile, take a chair and sit your freaking butt down. I think JJ Lin is great. He did the first step to show how much he loved Singapore. Netizens should support your own country.
If you are really so stupid, I will give you several ways to support your own nation.
1) Bet on them. Illegal or not, I don't know - it's your problem (I'm not encouraging betting here). Bet on them even though you know they will lose. This shows your support.
2) Hang Singapore flag and run around with Singapore flags. Need/need not add fanfare.
3)Give way to Youth Olympic Vehicles (Singapore ones hor!) and block the other nations... No wait.. The radio says to be good hosts. So, give way to all. (Maybe pretend pretend to throw banana skin on the foreign buses and make them late for their competition. Hehe).
4) Buy MIS (Made In Singapore) products. No other nations.
5) Hire Singaporeans! CONVICTS OR NOT!
6) Buy Merlions/Orchids to give fellow human beings as door gifts/Christmas gifts and encourage them to come Singapore and spend their money so that we'll be a richer country with all the economy flow.
7) Tell how much you love Singapore when you are overseas. Don't stop comparing.
8) This will be done by me - to get Singapore on national stage in the beauty light.
Others go and think yourself. I bet you can come up with creative ways to support Singapore.
P/S: This are all rubbish. Please do not take me seriously.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
My previous previous post was not very nice - I know. In fact, I upset my sister and make her cry.
Will make up to her.
After much reflection, blood is thicker than water. I knew I would regret posting the blog post but I did it anyway. It was to vent my frustrations.
I love my family more than life itself. But people are always pressuring them about me. What's the big idea?!?! I stand alone and shoot all you want at me. Not to those whom matters to me.
They did no wrong. So FUCK YOU FOR SAYING THEM~
Anyway, loads of random stuff.... It was taken when we were visiting Baby in her boarding school.
Some make up Guru tips - if you like my style.
The lip pucker from "The Balm" @ Sasa is really good!!
P/S: WATER GOT A LOT; BLOOD ONLY GOT SO FEW.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Was reading the news on Yahoo!Singapore today and it featured the Slow Loris!
Super cute!!! I went to search online and I realized this close-to-extinct creatures are being eaten and they actually sells Loris meat in Sri Lanka. Who would bear to eat these sweeties?
Plus they are actually sold as pets. How could they do this?
In any case, you have not seen one before (and you are lazy to do the search on Yahoo!Images) here is one!
***Drum rolls and fanfare trumpets please***
Super duper cute right? With its huge Barbie eyes and small little nose, it had me bought over with a snap!
SO SUPER CUTE! I WANT A BABY SLOW LORIS TOO!
The older Lorises are not as cute as their face tends to not grow, and their elongated bodies would be hiding their perfect Barbie features. I have some of the older ones but I am here to beautify my blog and not ruining the perfect image I am trying to drill into your minds - I shall not post them up.
Slow Loris rock! I just donated 200 bucks (Ya, it is all I have in my POSB SAVINGS ACCOUNT) to the Singapore Endangered Animals Association. You can transfer more funds to me if you want but I am not so "gian peng" until I accept your money. But then again, who would say no to money? Shower me with more bills (as in money bills, not owe money bills)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, July 19, 2010
This would be the most controversial stuff I have ever posted. And the most daring one I would say.
People have the mis-perception that Singapore talents are being paid well. Why do I say this? Because I was out shopping today and I was quoted the most ridiculous price for a piece of cloth that barely covers my midriff.
The shop owner, who mentioned was a huge fan of me, was telling me about how she adores me and bet that I could have easily earned more than the average pay of Singaporeans (about 2 thousand Singapore Dollars on a survey) using my fame and photo shoots.
I was so angry that I just smiled my most vicious smile and beamed my fangs like the Cheshire cat.
I do not earn from my blog. Not even a single cent - so far (I have no advertisements - boo) and I have problem finding jobs.
Truth to say, everyone including my relatives shunned me in public. Loser right? Ya, I know. I have problems relating to people as they all think that I brought this upon myself.
First, think with your smelly, rotting brains. If I were given a choice, would I want people to ridicule at my "Boomz" and say that I have bad English? Hell, I just get tongue tied! ***Ya ya, tell me that you never encountered this problem and risk getting your tongue sliced in hell for lying**
Secondly, who would want to wash dirty laundries in the public? I am definitely not like **Foyce/Wendy Chong** who goes around telling their saucy bedroom stories and hope that people pity on them. I prayed hard that my past would not be revealed by nosy parkers have to go dig dirt like gold and shove the freaking bad memories into my face. Hahaha. It is human's nature to err. What is courageous and respectable is that I got the balls to stand up and face it. And not give up, or hide in a corner wishing I was dead. I held my fist tight and grit my teeth to not collapse at the amount of pressure and mocking people give to me. I dealt with people's sneering and fingers pointing with grace! You should look up to me instead of trying to bring me down - common netizens. YOU ARE THE LOSER BEHIND THE SCREENS IN YOUR DARK ROOM WITH NO FRIENDS AND PROBABLY TRYING TO MAKE YOUR PATHETIC LIFE LOOK MORE COLORFUL BY STEPPING ON OTHERS. YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO CLIMB ON TOP OF OTHERS TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK TALLER. Your dull life would not be anymore colorful by doing so. You are just making yourself look like a sore thumb and commoners who joined you in the discussions are merely losers like you. You don't deserve to live - so why waste resources? Go and die.
Governments and people in the "higher society" are always telling us to give second chances to people who have wronged before. Talk is cheap. Show us the actions. Why don't police hire people who have committed crimes before? Why don't our soldiers have crime records? Why can't people with a dark past study law? Why aren't our fellow Singaporeans given a second chance to change?
Ya ya, shut up! What do you know, you might exclaim. What do I know?! I'll be glad to voice out my two-cents worth of pain! I went for various jobs interviews and I had been shown the door (with grace) and shoved out or hung up at the mere speak of my name. People regard me as demon. As a child not worthy to be given a chance to! Someone to be dissed upon and even with my qualifications and job experiences with asking of minimal pay, I was NOT granted a second interview?
What can I do to survive?! Yes, I'll rob and steal again to feed my hungry stomach and the judge would be most likely to sentence me again and the deadly cycle continues.
I have been jobless for more than..... Oh, hell! I lost count already. Who would give me the chance to show? It's not that I do not have the knowledge or brains. I have. It's not like I am lazy. In fact, I am super diligent and am willing to go the extra mile. It is just a one time fault and I am convicted for the rest of my life.
Tell me about the slogan "Opening up the second prison by supporting the yellow ribbon project". Countless people tied their yellow ribbons around the old oak tree but who is true to their words? Few, I would say, just to credit those who stood by their vows.
Picky about jobs? Not really. Just preferred to do something I am more familiar with.
Anyway, I have gone out of point about my topic of "Talents in Singapore do not earn gold". =P
Hence, I shall keep my mouth sewn and rest for now. Tata - love.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
You are my everything
"You're my everything". "I can't live without you".
Does these words sound familiar to you? Well, it is to me. I am so used to saying that to Baby.
Whenever my Mom threatens to give Baby away (she totally hates her constant shedding of fur and habit of chewing on anything that can be grind on), I would hide her in my room and lock the door, protect her away from this cruel world whereby everyone just wants a piece of you.
From the day I saw her at the shop, I thought to myself that I want to save all the temperate dogs in Singapore. Well, I can't save all but I can try by saving this one. So, without hesitation, I picked the Husky up from it's tiny little cage and went to pay. She loved me, I could tell. She licked my hands and lie by my side on the ride home. I knew she was the one. So as a little treasure I always loved to have - I named her "Baby".
Baby was badly pampered as I gave in to her every time she wants something. I would lecture the people who tries to beat her. I showered her with tender loving care like how I would treat my baby girl. Little did I know that she was building her character of domination.
She got out of hand and I decided it was best to send her to a boarding school (Yes, dogs do have boarding school). She doesn't know what is lying in front of her when she sees the trainers pick her up.
She left my house, wagging her tail ferociously thinking that it would be fun. Little did she know that her hell had just began.
Muahahahahahahahaha. Freedom for mommy. But as she walked off, I felt a pang of sour in my heart. There - Baby would be gone for 2 weeks. And become a completely different dog.
But hey! On the bright side, no more chewing on furniture!
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
I DO have the best dog in the world
I was reminiscing about the past and I realized something.
Before Baby came into my life, I am always cooped up at home - in my tiny little room which I feel have the most freedom in the world. I don't socialize nor talk to anyone and if I can, I would rather snug up on bed and reading a book.
However, when this hyper active dog came into my life, I started to bring her down for walks, take her out to play and start talking to other dog lovers. I even went back to running for her as she loves to pull me around and make me chase after her which I absolutely hate.
She tore my books out and slashed them apart. She chewed on my shoes and heels and bite my clothes. She pounded on everyone who tried to be close to her and was protective over me.
She destroyed everything in my room. Hence, I painted my room again, did up my walls with stickers, bought new set of clothes and shoes and even made an effort to place everything in cupboard so that she could not open it.
In one way or another, she taught me patience, cleanliness and a lot of other virtues which puts my Mom to shame. Wahaha.
Now I am more ready and other than the fact that I haven't buy her a running machine, I guess I am a pretty good owner.
I have the best dog in the world. And no matter how much my Mom protests or says about her shedding of fur, I would still stand by my Baby and keep her with me.
I AM SENDING HER TO A BOARDING SCHOOL. She'll spend two weeks without me. =( I have to do that as she is getting out of control with the constant pampering and attention showered on her. Na bey.
Sad to let her go into "military training" on Saturday..... How....
Lol. My ex-boyfriend had a failed attempt in trying to bring me down. Boo. Only your faithful (stupid but rich and cannot get you) follower would support you or read your post. Wahahaha. Pathetic shit. Am not even going to mention your name nor your website here. Why would I want to give you free publicity?
To think that Hanxiong is his friend as well. And to do up his business and get more juicy news, he turned his back on both his girlfriend (at that time) and friend. Loser.
Anyway, now that Date is known, I don't know if I should feel happy or not. Seems like I am pressured into marrying him or something. Am sort of afraid things wouldn't work out.
Everytime I thought that the man was the one, they would leave me. So, what if one day he decides to leave? Big big letter "L" on my forehead.
From now on better tie him to my boots. He ain't going anywhere. Even if he is, I am going to kidnap him home.
Anyway, told you guys about the Resort stay at Sunda Resort Krabi, it is being sponsored b WOTIF GROUP. They have a website www.asiawebdirect.com. Though they didn't sponsor the tickets (why don't they do things in a whole package?) but the stay was good enough.
I thought they gave the tickets too... =( So I have to fork out the money to pay for their air fares. Well, cheaper than giving my mom a Louis Vuitton bag for her birthday or Christmas. Am just happy that they are happy. Finally, a holiday for them in the spa-ish setting.
Normally, their holidays with the children along are full of shopping (I mean that is what holidays are for right?!?!?!) and a hectic schedule of nonsense and temple visiting. Finally for some QUALITY TIME. Like enjoying the breeze in the sandy shores and lying down by the beach....... Almost wished I could be there but on the other hand, I may die of boredom.
I need activities. Life. Alcohol. Music. Not sceneries. I can almost hear my head bursting with sorrows at the pure thought of spending 3 days in a rural area, away from the cities and shopping! Boom! My head just exploded. Freak! Where are my eyes?!?!?!
Oh, there they are! *Pop eyes back into socket*
Brain explode. Muahahahha. Funny. Not.
Rolling at my eyes at myself for the cold joke that no one gets. Blah! Going to bed now. It's 10pm. Got to get my clock into shape.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Someone is really out to sabotage me.
Lol. I think that it is really funny when I was sleeping at about 10am (I normally don't wake up and sleep for like forever unless Date have to work). The newspaper called me to regards of Miss Ang's blog. I forgot her URL already.
Anyway, point is that I am 24/7 with Date.
Blah. Stupid bo liao people who have nothing to do and try to promote me. If you are doing well, please let me know. I'd be glad to congrats you on your non-existing services.
Late photos and post
Sorry for the late photos and post. Am super lazy and busy with my own stuff.
I was invited to the www.omy.sg "OMY BLOG AWARDS". Even though my blog is not even nominated. Blah! Loser me. Anyway, while typing this, Date is being bullied by the dog. I have been neglecting my super-attention seeking dog so much so that it refuses to listen to my commands now. =( Mom says she is giving it away. Boo hoo hoo. Much to my dismay.
Anyway, tons of photos to be uploaded. =) Let's start with those in the "CAMWHORE SERIES".
The wonders of make up.
On our way to party!!!
Been so long since I've stepping into a club.
The "Bling dress"'s reflection on my face and body looks like dimples!
Wide eye little "Ah Lian" look. Fail!!
My double chin!!!!!
Upon arrival. If you are wondering why I am so freaking bling, there is a contest for the most ''DAZZLING PERSON" and "HEAD TURNER" for the guests. Both prizes are two tickets to Thailand, with a complimentary 3 day and 2 night stay in a hotel/resort. I have no use for it as I cannot travel but I reckoned that my parents would love a relaxing trip in the beach, away from the stressful life, both at home and work. Such a sweet child I am.
A little princess in my Christian Louboutin $2,500 red bling velvet heels!
My producer for the World Cup commentary shows in OMY.
Red carpet with Date. I have no idea how to flip the picture, so turn your head or scroll down!
Date is now publicly known.
Inside the St James Movida Club. Am already half-hearted after seeing the competition I have to deal with.
Tons of people were there already!
I love the red jacket! Very striking and attention grabbing!
Date is obviously not caring about me...
At least he is happy when I gave him a peck. He is like a stone most of the time~
Cranberry. No alcohol.
Ladies were all freaking GORGEOUS!
One of the nominated bloggers.
She looks pale compared to my red ruby lips! =D
The gladiator. I took his head and now he is headless. Lol.
He is funny in real life. Imagine the suit was made by himself! All 5kg of the plastic melted and molded by the man himself! Amazing or what.
One of the pretty ladies I spotted.
Two super sweet ladies.
The gladiator is now headless. Wahahahaha!
Steven lim was there. Freaky.
The nominees of the "Dazzling star". I WAS NOMINATED BY THE PAPARAZZI ON DUTY! 5 CHOSEN LADIES OUT OF THE WHOLE CLUB! COOL OR WHAT.
Singapore Blog Awards. Wondered why my favorite blogger is not there.
If you wonder how the bar looks like, it is filled with all sort of alcohol that the bartenders know by heart. Super wonderful memories. All I can remember is name of drugs and what they are used for and the whole anatomy and physiology of human body..... (Fucking show off my medical knowledge).
See my blue sticker at my breast? I got spotted for being the most BLING (even though I hoped to get the head turner as it would mean that I am pretty........ but good enough la).
Super cute right. Love her flowers - bits and pieces!
One of the voted "HEAD TURNER".
I forgot their names but they are nice and friendly.
Giving out the awards to the various winners.
The directors and all.
See all the stickers on my arm? They are the votes to show how many people "LIKE" you.
Tiger beer is the sponsor of this event.
Si bei cute helpers at the bar. From EASB (Eastern Asia something something) school.
See all the empty stickers? I cheated and pasted all the "LIKE" (the empty thumbs up you see in the picture) for myself. But not so bad okay. I cheated like only 3 pieces.
Full of "LIKE".
I won by having 48 "LIKE" and someone gave me the "HEAD TURNER", complimenting on that I am the head turner in the evening. She herself is GORGEOUS, petite in size and wearing zebra/leopard prints. She got fabulous figure and really delicate features. Fucking pretty la. *JEALOUS*.
MY WIN! (Based on best clothes/gown/costumes)
Someone donated this to me. This award is based on good looks. Can you believe Steven Lim was voted for this category? I was lucky I need to stand beside him on this category. He gives me creeps. And I have to do an ending filming with him. I nearly sanitize my whole body after being in contact with him. He sweats like buckets of water. And keeps spitting saliva when he talks... Someone I definitely not want to be beside.
After winning the air tickets sponsored by (I forgot what company), I was so happy and went to find my Mom and Dad in Resort World Hotel Michael. They have a complimentary 3-day stay there.
Pretty normal. Think all the room is the same design.
Very Egypt like.
On the way down to casino (and yes, it is very dizzy with all the flashing lights and booming music). Surprised my parents with the tickets and I feel like a child coming home with my report slip with all A's. They were happy for me and what made them happier is that THEY WILL BE THE ONE GOING instead of me...... STUPID PROBATION! Nevermind. One more year only.
Pointing third finger at Steven Gerrad. Yes, I want to fuck him so bad. (Not sexually).
My bra fats are so disgusting.
Ya la. I know you all sick of looking at me already.
Me and Date going home.
In the HANDICAP toilet together.
Unhappy that it is 9.30pm.
ALL GOOD THINGS HAVE TO END, JUST LIKE THIS POST.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay