Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
After the war
I just after the war, you have already et the dynamites and all the explosive out and now that you are calm, the after effect remains.
My dad soothed me down. I admit I was getting a little emotional due to alcohol consumption but still it is my younger sister's fault to be rude to her elderlies. I hated her spoiled character.
She always think that she is mature enough and lectures me. I just kept quiet for I know I got quite a stomach for insults and reprimanding. But who is she to speak to me in that tone of voice? With the influence of alcohol and my courage got a lot stronger, overpowering my sense of calmness (which I normally am very) and emotions start to get a little hay-wired. Screams were all over the place with tears in our faces and all. Stress, emotions, tensions all came out in a single quarrel. Over a small topic like taking her pictures off my Facebook as she don't want her classmates to know about me.
I feel really offended and discouraged from the fact that your sisters are not standing behind you. I'd say my elder sister would refrain from letting her friends know that I am Ris Low too. But I don't blame her as she told me her reasons for doing so.
I know my younger sister is going through a tough time too but why can't her temper be nicer? It seems like other than her boyfriend, there is no one she respects. She always talk about being respectful but her actions don't even show. Much as we can tell, she is a SPOILED BRAT who knows NOTHING about society and tries to be all grown up.
I have been through a lot. Even my elder sister knows that she cannot be compared to me accounting on the experiences and social life with the society bombarding and politics. I am way more experienced in the tough Singapore and yet I kept myself humble as I know I have not traveled enough to see the world.
On my 21st birthday, I would like to get a all way around the world ticket (I think they have this in Singapore Airlines whereby you can use one solitary ticket in a year) and travel all around the countries, stopping by to work at their places and trying to support myself from nothing.
THAT is life. =)
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay