Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, July 19, 2010
This would be the most controversial stuff I have ever posted. And the most daring one I would say.
People have the mis-perception that Singapore talents are being paid well. Why do I say this? Because I was out shopping today and I was quoted the most ridiculous price for a piece of cloth that barely covers my midriff.
The shop owner, who mentioned was a huge fan of me, was telling me about how she adores me and bet that I could have easily earned more than the average pay of Singaporeans (about 2 thousand Singapore Dollars on a survey) using my fame and photo shoots.
I was so angry that I just smiled my most vicious smile and beamed my fangs like the Cheshire cat.
I do not earn from my blog. Not even a single cent - so far (I have no advertisements - boo) and I have problem finding jobs.
Truth to say, everyone including my relatives shunned me in public. Loser right? Ya, I know. I have problems relating to people as they all think that I brought this upon myself.
First, think with your smelly, rotting brains. If I were given a choice, would I want people to ridicule at my "Boomz" and say that I have bad English? Hell, I just get tongue tied! ***Ya ya, tell me that you never encountered this problem and risk getting your tongue sliced in hell for lying**
Secondly, who would want to wash dirty laundries in the public? I am definitely not like **Foyce/Wendy Chong** who goes around telling their saucy bedroom stories and hope that people pity on them. I prayed hard that my past would not be revealed by nosy parkers have to go dig dirt like gold and shove the freaking bad memories into my face. Hahaha. It is human's nature to err. What is courageous and respectable is that I got the balls to stand up and face it. And not give up, or hide in a corner wishing I was dead. I held my fist tight and grit my teeth to not collapse at the amount of pressure and mocking people give to me. I dealt with people's sneering and fingers pointing with grace! You should look up to me instead of trying to bring me down - common netizens. YOU ARE THE LOSER BEHIND THE SCREENS IN YOUR DARK ROOM WITH NO FRIENDS AND PROBABLY TRYING TO MAKE YOUR PATHETIC LIFE LOOK MORE COLORFUL BY STEPPING ON OTHERS. YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO CLIMB ON TOP OF OTHERS TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK TALLER. Your dull life would not be anymore colorful by doing so. You are just making yourself look like a sore thumb and commoners who joined you in the discussions are merely losers like you. You don't deserve to live - so why waste resources? Go and die.
Governments and people in the "higher society" are always telling us to give second chances to people who have wronged before. Talk is cheap. Show us the actions. Why don't police hire people who have committed crimes before? Why don't our soldiers have crime records? Why can't people with a dark past study law? Why aren't our fellow Singaporeans given a second chance to change?
Ya ya, shut up! What do you know, you might exclaim. What do I know?! I'll be glad to voice out my two-cents worth of pain! I went for various jobs interviews and I had been shown the door (with grace) and shoved out or hung up at the mere speak of my name. People regard me as demon. As a child not worthy to be given a chance to! Someone to be dissed upon and even with my qualifications and job experiences with asking of minimal pay, I was NOT granted a second interview?
What can I do to survive?! Yes, I'll rob and steal again to feed my hungry stomach and the judge would be most likely to sentence me again and the deadly cycle continues.
I have been jobless for more than..... Oh, hell! I lost count already. Who would give me the chance to show? It's not that I do not have the knowledge or brains. I have. It's not like I am lazy. In fact, I am super diligent and am willing to go the extra mile. It is just a one time fault and I am convicted for the rest of my life.
Tell me about the slogan "Opening up the second prison by supporting the yellow ribbon project". Countless people tied their yellow ribbons around the old oak tree but who is true to their words? Few, I would say, just to credit those who stood by their vows.
Picky about jobs? Not really. Just preferred to do something I am more familiar with.
Anyway, I have gone out of point about my topic of "Talents in Singapore do not earn gold". =P
Hence, I shall keep my mouth sewn and rest for now. Tata - love.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay