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So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Just giving my two cents worth of a speech.
Yes, I was malicious to have dissed someone so badly. I do apologize for what I have written.
But to stand on my point, I am not arrowing him directly. The anger part was, yes... My bad. But for the rest of the entry is like for others out there who think like him. Just trying to amend you guys' perspective of me. I am not seeking attention (even though I loved being in the lime light) but attention came to me. If you guys had shut your trap, I would have been left alone. So stop calling me an attention whore. I am not. You guys are the one showering me with attentions so, if you really hate me then not read/comment/intrude with my life.
I apologized deeply for the vulgarities I spurred on to Mr Ken Lim. I don't know him personally (and I don't think we can hit off anyway) but I think he gracious enough not to meddle with small flies like me. I bet he have tons of things better to do than to sue my ass off. Right? **puppy eyes**
Okay, let's get serious here. I am really apologetic. Like what my boyfriend said, I should have just "be strong and walk away". I guess it takes real load of discipline of not shoot your mouth off at every chance you have and counter every point they make. Guess, the "wild" side of me took over. Normally, I am really "bo-chup". But I really cannot stand accusations!
Things like I having my breasts done irks me. Or that I am a bimbo. Or stuff like my face is plastic. Ya. I cannot stand people accusing me of things I never did. Can never take it down with a pinch or a large spoon of salt/pepper/vinegar.
Do admire those who can just grit their teeth and shrug to every comment. That is true courage and it is what's honorable.
So, I am not honorable. Don't learn from me. Instead, be the total opposite of me. I am such a bad example that no mom in this world would want their child to be. Ashamed to be me? Nah. In fact, I am proud to be unique.
But unique is never good. Standing out in crowds or being in the center of attraction only makes you an easy target. James Bond would always blend in the surroundings. But I am just not the kind of girl who goes with the flow. I prefer to challenge the tough.
Hereby, say "Thank you very much" for reading my speech.
Mr Lim, I am really sorry and scared. Please don't sue me as my family have no money already. I promise I would watch my mouth (and fingers) in the future.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay