Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, July 1, 2010
Story of my life
Story of my life. I lost a best friend. Things went downwards spiral for me since then. Suddenly, I got no motivation to work, no motivation to do puzzles, stitchings or other stuff that I am good at.
It had been really bad for me. I scream at everyone, yell at everyone and blamed the whole world like it's nobody's business.
She was a huge part of my life. And SHE is flying off to Sydney. I don't even know when her flight would be. I tried to pry and find out but to no avail. She blocked me out completely.
Guess it was not the first time I had disappointed her. Which is why she decided on such firm decision. Nothing could have changed her back. Nothing would.
I feel like life is nothing but a play. Just fuck your head up and mess with your nerves.
I don't know what I am going to do anymore, where to start or where to stop. Should I move on or should I go. I have no idea. All I can do is daze and slip off into my own emo world.....
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay