Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, October 26, 2010
A bad week to start.
Last week was bad. This week was worse.
Nothing like Eminem's song to get me into my emotional mood. Hate emotions. Useless fuck in life. I can go further using logical mind than that emotional piece of red pulsating meat.
"Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
I'll never stop at giving an arm to anyone around me. I'd give my life if they need. I tried to be there for everyone. I did my best. Somehow, being contented is never a human's nature. All I want is recognition, a pat on the back and a word "Thank you". Is that too much to ask for? Well, not only that I did not get any smiles, I was blamed the whole world onto. Fuck it. If they could blame tsunami, I bet they would.
Good guys die young, they say. Ya. I agree too! Business was never my forte. Not even in school. I never excel in being heartless. But sometimes I wish I am. Cold as steel, icy like metal.
Well, this fucking piece of shit is to you. If you don't believe in hope and sincerity in human, FINE! Don't fucking compare me to those cunning business people out there or other girls who broke your heart (which I think it's vice versa).
All these muthafucking shit just piss me off. Another idiot to deal with now. Fuck! HOW MANY STUPID PEOPLE MUST INHABIT THIS EARTH?!?!
I hate to be treated like an idiot. I waited for you. 5 FUCKING HOURS. I COULD HAVE DONE SO MUCH IN THESE TIME. Don't say you are free when you aren't. Why even bother anyway?!
Fucking lies, empty promises, lip services, sky high demands, killing thoughts, murder, blood, blood, blood.
Somebody, take a gun and shoot me! I don't deserve all these shit that I am handling! I don't deserve it at all. Asked me for help and I did. No questions asked. No payment involved. My time, my sleep and my effort! Fuck you to just shoot your fucking mouth off at me. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS FUCKINGLY OWING ME A FAVOR, AND YOU BETTER REMEMBER IT.
Been an idiot for 2 weeks and still counting. Fuck life, I could have been so much better.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay