Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, October 1, 2010
My blog shop and some important stuffs
I am pretty ready with my blog shop and just lacking of the pictures to be put up. Ha ha. Am so pai seh to use myself as the model for those dresses which seems long for the models online are really short when I wear it.
I happen to be 171cm so they look like Tunic tops to me. Ha ha. However, I have a sudden urge to use the pictures online as the display pictures. But problem is that I do not know the model's height even though that the length and everything is stated. However, the information seems untrue. =( I may not use myself as the model for I am way too tall for "dresses". =( It suck being tall. Albert Einstein once said a theory that "the taller you live or the taller you are, you tend to grow old faster for you are further from gravity". Which is why short people LOOK YOUNG FOREVER! Unfair!!!!
Well, got to think of a way. ;) I am looking forward to the launch of my blog shop. =D I cannot stop grinning at the thought of it.
I will bring out the best for everyone and make sure that every penny spent is what you get. Problem is.... I need a stupid scanner. But I reckoned that using photography would be clear enough. Or perhaps we would meet up and I can show you the receipt. Plus, you can save on postage!!!! He he. Every penny saved is a penny earned. =) Remember that hor!!
If you find that you have extra money, I would strongly advice you to donate to those in need. Especially for Autism families. Their school fees are about $160++ for a week (or is it for a day? I forgot le). Anyway, I know it is a really hefty sum of money. So I sincerely wish that people who have extra to spare can help out with the families. But please do not believe everyone. Check their family background before donating. Some are out to cheat people's sympathy. Some are really in need. So be careful of who you help.
Today I visited the Autism Home for Children and went to a few household. I cried my way throughout. I am so icy I don't feel anything other than happiness and anger. But suddenly, I feel like I am really fortunate. I have a proper home, a great loving family and there is nothing more that I can ever ask for. I work hard, even though I still can't find a proper job but if missing a meal or two or shopping less can help someone relieve their burden, why not?
I don't sympathize with anyone. I think it is all in the mind. There are always worse people other there. Children with born illness cannot even live past a year old. What's there to complain? So what if you are handicapped (in terms of physical or mental)?! Be strong and do not wallow in self-pity. Look at the world. There are so many people out there starving and yet they are strong enough to face life. Yes, I am that icy. But I know I have a soft heart. Na bey..... Told you guys my soft spot. But I just feel like blurting everything out.
I went to visit my ex-boyfriend's mother today. She aged so much. He got himself into trouble, AGAIN with the same problem. Why don't people learn from their mistakes? I don't pity him for he is the one who got himself into this mess. My heart ache when I see his mother cry when I mentioned about him. I ended up being a running tap. -.-" I am suppose to be heartless - I told myself. But an old lady like her, having to bring up 2 kids alone is really taxing. Luckily for his sister, she is really sensible. I believe she have the making to be someone someday. I am really happy for her. Plus, I believe she would find a really great man that she can depend on and love her wholeheartedly. Be optimistic, HC. You know I am always here.
Anyway, I once saw this kid at the hospital I worked at and he knows he is dying of leukemia. But did he blame anyone? No. He faced it bravely and smiled throughout the whole painful session. I saw him at his last breath. He told me sweetly and said a simple "Thank you" which warmed my heart totally. I did not cry at his death bed. Instead, I smiled and told him silently that he is finally with God in heaven, free from pain and suffering.
I used to envy people. But when I see other unfortunate people, I know, that life is unfair. Some people suffer more than the others. We should be thankful that we lived. A day lived means an earning.
When it comes to donation, I do not scrimp nor save. I believe that everyone have the right to live. I may die anytime too. You cannot bring money to your death bed. So why bother? Have enough for rainy days and do some charity.
If you guys need any help, you can always get to me. But I do total research and inspection as there are a lot of frauds out there. I do not help if I do not know your background. Do not expect me to give you money for your drugs or gambling debts. By doing that, I am actually getting you into deeper shit.
I know I helped a lot of people that I never expect would lie to me. In fact, I always believed that there is kindness within everyone. Treat them sincerely and you would get the same treatment. Disappointment hit me again and again. But I never give up. Finally I saw two white sheep among the black herd. Hope they would be successful and establish their business.
And I shall not lie. www.de-xpress.com is done up by me and I hope readers out there could help spread the word. He is really changing for the better and his customer services had been improving a great deal. Please, if you have any friends who are moving, why not give him a try? His quotes are really market-spoiling low and provides super good after-sales services.
Another acquaintance that I helped is www.homeandleisure.com. It is an advertising company. It prints an A5 handy booklet that is distributed among Landed Properties, Condominiums and H.D.B. It is having a promotion now and hence, a great time to invest as their booklet is published bi-monthly. I believe people companies who are targeting at the higher end customers can benefit a whole deal from this. Please spread the word as well. You can drop them an email (their email addresses are at the website) and they would head down to your preferred location and time to elaborate more about their services to you.
These are the two very sincere "friends" that I have found and I believe that they would treat everyone with respect and go the extra mile with their services for they know that I am helping them and I would hold full responsibility if they were to give services which are not up to standard.
I used my name, reputation and everything I have to assure you that they would treat clients with their heart, pride and soul.
Please, do patronize them and give your utmost honest feedback regarding their work efficiency. Only with criticism they can improve. Encouragement is always welcomed as this would give them more confidence to serve each and everyone better.
I am on the verge of losing my Baby. I didn't know that she needs to be registered with AVA. =( I am really sad right now....... What if she gets confiscated? What will I do without my daily companion by my bed side?
I don't know what is wrong with me. Must be PMS. I suddenly feel so emotional to everything and everyone. -Bang my head against the wall- Be ICY!!!!! MUST. BE. ICY! NO EMOTION. NO EMOTION. NO EMOTION.
Good. Now I am back to normal. Ice queen - Miss Ris Low.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay