Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, October 11, 2010
VOTE FOR ME
Okay. I took a sweetie's advice (yes, it is you "Y") and joined the Cam Queen of the Year on an impulse. I know 3-4 days of hard thinking and sorting out various emotions, fighting with your inner self, listing down all the consequences and making mental notes on how to go about doing this thing is NOT AN IMPULSE but I am just trying to make losing seem better.
Reasons why you should vote for me (I feel like I am doing my Secondary School "Choose me as your Class Leader's speech) -
1) This took me really a lot of consideration, not to mention the amount of time.
2) I normally do not make up. To do this, I've watched over 60 make up tutorials, did endless of homework, shoppings and practice.
3) I did this shoot from 3am till 7am. I am that lousy with my make up skills (I can't help it! The make up artists pampered me too much).
4) I am afraid of losing and being ridiculed! There, I have admitted my low self confidence.
5) I think I do have a vast difference in terms of looks.
6) I need the money.
7) I love Xiaxue's make up but I just cannot achieve her cuteness and make up skills (irrelevant - I know).
8) By voting for me, it gives me more esteem. You want to help a damsel in distress, don't you?
9) Too many pretty ladies out there and I feel like being the queen.
10) I lost my title. Now I want it back.
11) You guys love me. So vote for me.
12) I will award a virtual kiss to you.
13) It's been a year since I've last contested in ANYTHING.
14) I just want some recognition for my beauty.
15) I am a vain pot and I deserve to win.
I can go on forever. But most importantly is that, I really loved to be recognized for what I have. I put in real effort, time and money into this. I hope to be able to win with my own abilities and prove to those people whom thought that I bought my Miss Singapore World title was wrong.
This is a chance to prove myself again. It is really important to me. For a queen that fell, the hardest thing is to get back on stage again. And by actually submitting the entry, I have already shown my determination not to be beaten. I don't want to be a fallen queen forever. I want to stand right back up on the shining stage and smile from my heart again.
I cannot believe that writing my thoughts down can drive me to tears. Am so not going to let you guys see my soft side. Feel like re-writing this again. But somehow, I carried on writing. For I know, I would just blabber out the truthful heart and start crying again. Now, I don't know if I should let out a sigh of relieve or should I feel sad. I am torn between happiness and sorrow. Laughing while crying. It's wierd. But at least the stone from my heart is removed.
I KNOW, I WILL BE ABLE TO STAND RIGHT BACK UP AT THE PLACE WHERE I HAVE FALLEN.
Please, your vote gives me the courage to carry on. Your encouraging words give me the strength to continue the long route of life. It's you, my friends (I treat all of you as friends), who gave me the motivation to move on.
I once believed in that riches and endless money could get you everywhere. But someone told me, money can buy you sex but not true from-the-heart love. Money can get you the best bed but not sleep. Money can buy you sleeping pills but not health. Money can get you health but not happiness. Money can give you momentarily enjoyment but not a true smile. Money can give you great teeth but not warmth. Money can buy you blanket but not fill the emptiness in your heart....... And the list goes on..... Reason why they all link to each other is because I keep talking back to him, trying to debate with him that "Money is everything".
The most important things in life is not money, not sex, not drugs. The most important thing is friends, family and love. Till date, I realized......
Specially thanks to you, "Y" to give me the PUSH to go ahead with the contest.
Aiyah! Enough of all this touchy touchy stuff. Read le all my goosebumps start to appear. *Roll eyes and act tough* Just in case you all forgot me, I did up some shoots while making up.
There you go! My little make up tips! Not mine la. I just try to mimic whatever Xiaxue did on the tutorial. =P
I think it's been too long since I have last put on foundation (hate that stuff as it suffocates my skin) and when I retrieve my foundation from the dust filled make up pouch, I nearly faint. For hygiene reasons, I threw away every single content and buy them again. Cannot imagine using overdue stuff on my precious skin. It is bad enough that I do not take Anti-Oxidant, take enough Vitamin E and Vitamin C and the fact that I am on a crash diet.
I think I am better off being a zombie. On the other hand, I feel delighted. I still know the basic make up how-to. Wahahahahaha.
P/S : I don't know why my face is so stern while taking the pictures. They say women can multi-task. Not true for me. My brain work, my hands stop working. My hands work, my facial expressions go into rest. I am the most manly feminine woman ever. Only my brothers and buddies know why I say that. =P Shall leave this topic for the next post!!
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay