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So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, December 27, 2010
Holiday in Hokkaido
If you guys were wondering why the dead silence, I was out-stationed.
I had planned on writing down the everday-details of my holiday at Hokkaido but either I was too tired or there is no internet connection. I admit half the time, I was dead beat.
As a matter of fact, my memory, for fun and good times, is so bad that I had forgotten what went on during the days in Hokkaido. All I remembered was half the time I was sleeping, one quarter of the time I was eating and the other quarter of the time I was getting pissed off at some stupid sibling-conflicts that got all of us so fired up, neither of us were enjoying the trip.
Seriously, I am not able to remember much details about the holiday but I definitely remembered my cute ski-instructor. Goddamnit KAWAII!!!!!! He is 33 years old but look no older than 25 can! Anyway, I knew that he was noticing me as well. Partially because (said by my elder sister) I am the only one who seems GENUINELY interested in learning and partially because he cannot see my face nor body nor any part of my skin (I was clad in a gazillion layer of clothings).
I am trying to recall the trip by looking at the pictures I have too. Now, I shall not be selfish and let you guys in. Don't laugh at me. My face is horrendous. Dried, peeling skin and inflammation due to broken epidermis. Pimples are everywhere so I could not apply a lot of make up. Anyway, doesn't matter to me as my make up box only contains eyelashes and eye liner. =P Or maybe once in a while, an occasional outbreak of craziness and don on BRIGHT lipstick (either really blood red or black berry red - and end up looking like a ghost).
Anyway, while waiting for the photos to be uploaded in Photobucket, I'll go do some work.
After finally, THE PICTURES ARE UPLOADED! Now, recollection time.
Night time falls at around 4pm. By 4.15pm, which is equivalent to our local time 5.15pm, it was already very dark.
First night, I fell asleep at 5pm (Japan's time) upon reaching the hotel's room. The subsequent nights as well. I have no idea why I kept sleeping. Every time I board the coach, I snooze immediately. Once we check into the hotel (normally around 4pm as we end our day then), I'll kick everything aside and plonk on the bed. Jia lat, man. I feel like a pig. Eat and sleep and eat and sleep. I've just weigh myself. -Vomits blood and intestine- Seriously, it is time for diet.
After doing so many things, the second batch of photos are still taking their own sweet time in uploading themselves onto Photobucket. Shall take a short nap.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Should I get married?
Helping out at Shishi's wedding made me revise my thoughts on marriage.
I KNOW IT IS SO NOT ME TO CRY OR TEAR but when you see how sweet the couple were, tears were swelling in my eyes. -I kept cursing and swearing, rolling my eyes and think of other things which would divert the emotions because I hate to cry-
Lyn, Cat and I (plus Shishi's brother) were there to prepare "breakfast" for the groom. The expressions and looks on the face were CLASSIC when the "Brothers" and the "Groom" consume the various delights we had prepared for them. Really funny. I had never laughed so much in my entire lifetime. I swear. Everyone should at least have the experience of being a "Sister" once! Guaranteed fun and entertainment. Those who never had the chance, you are really missing out a lot.
I am not going to slip in the details here in any case the "Brothers" were to read this and murder us after. But as mean as we are, we did make sure that the vegetables were washed and scrubbed cleanly. All fruits were washed and peeled. All juices were freshly hand squeezed. All food were cooked prior to eating. All hands were washed before handling the food. *Oops. I think I didn't wash mine. Just joking - I did.* We were so engrossed in dealing with the food until we forget to put on make up. (-.-") Si bey jia lat.
I would have video-ed down the whole thing if I could (my camcorder is happily sitting on my table collecting dust) but I didn't even have the time to whip out my camera and take pictures. I think giving me any electronics is a total waste of money because I don't bother to even use my handphone.
Anyway, the groom is super blur, because after eating all the super disgusting food and having to retrieve the key, he stupidly passed it back to us! Hahahahahaha. So, it opens the door for another round of bullying. Hahaha.
Mental and physical tests, humiliations were forgotten (I presume from the look on his face) when he finally gets to the bride. So super sweet~
Maybe 10 years from now I would sit back and think about this, laughing all over again with a contented smile and thanking god I didn't choose to die yet.
Maybe the girls were right! There are a lot of things I have not tried. Like being a mother, being a grandmother and so on. Guess this little things in life contributes too. It is not always about money, status, strengths and power. These little "highs" are much more pleasurable than kicks I get from popping pills.
I am beginning to see life in a different light. It's like going back to the young me. When everything is naive, innocent and pure. But as innocent as I want to be, a part of me remembers the hurt and betrayal which forces me to be what I am today. Perhaps innocence is not for me. Time to wipe away the tears, take a deep breather and continue locking my heart.
I do envy Shishi. She deserves it. After having to go through so much, I am glad that there is someone she can rely on. Next on in line, may be Lyn or Cat! I so can't wait for their respective boyfriends to pop the question!!!
**Sadly** Then all my friends would be married. And I'll be the only lonely old witch. FUCK!!
Monday, December 6, 2010
This is not really to advertise but to STRONGLY RECOMMEND this blog shop!
First, they have really great customer service. Super polite, I tell you! They are fantastic. Somehow, they tend to understand what you like and would suggest alternatives if your chosen item is not in stock.
Plus, I think they have limited quantity. Most of the clothes run out real fast! =( I am always late to grab them.
This is one of the shirt.
I think it looks really great! I always have something for stuffs that shows my midriff. I really dig their shirts. The material wise, you guys probably can't tell that I am perspiring buckets of water. Or maybe you can by the shine on my face. But the material is so so soft! It is thin but not translucent. Keeps me cool all day. If you don't already know, I can even perspire in air-conditioned areas.
I did a whole day out with the girls and nope! No sweat areas. It is made for humid Singapore's weather!!! I totally dig the material and the designs! You guys should take a look.
Mental note: I am very generous with my compliments if they are worth it. And I tell you, they definitely are. Patient, warming and sweet - what else can you ask for in a seller?
Go ahead! Taking a look won't harm. But the addiction to the clothes would. =D **Shopping**
Sunday, December 5, 2010
I need a favor, guys.
Do vote for the following if you think they are worth it.
1) Photography Contest
The former is my favorite photographer's work. In any case you want to see his portfolio, go to pigscanfly. Fabulous work, I tell you. Just visit the site to know why he is my utmost favorite.
The latter is a contest held by M:dea Youths. They are held by the students in Ngee Ann Polytechnic's School of Media. People organizing this are students!! =D Proud of them, aren't you?
Thank you so so much!
I am so not dead!
Sorry for not blogging for a really long time.
1) The laptop that I am using (mine is with the police) had a new auto-function: Shutting down by itself whenever I type.
True enough, the cute laptop would get overheated (I guess) and would shut down by itself whenever I type long emails or blogs. And what's more, once it shuts, you can't get it running again.
I have no idea what happened. I think I spoiled it. Once it's in my hands, everything came apart. First, I popped the letter "C" out of it's socket. Next, a new function came along.
I am guilty of spoiling stuffs that comes to my hand.
An advertorial coming up real soon!!!!!!!!!
P/S: Dad agreed to LEND me his laptop, provided I take real good care of it. Now it sleeps on the bed instead of me. =(
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay