Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Saturday, December 11, 2010
Should I get married?
Helping out at Shishi's wedding made me revise my thoughts on marriage.
I KNOW IT IS SO NOT ME TO CRY OR TEAR but when you see how sweet the couple were, tears were swelling in my eyes. -I kept cursing and swearing, rolling my eyes and think of other things which would divert the emotions because I hate to cry-
Lyn, Cat and I (plus Shishi's brother) were there to prepare "breakfast" for the groom. The expressions and looks on the face were CLASSIC when the "Brothers" and the "Groom" consume the various delights we had prepared for them. Really funny. I had never laughed so much in my entire lifetime. I swear. Everyone should at least have the experience of being a "Sister" once! Guaranteed fun and entertainment. Those who never had the chance, you are really missing out a lot.
I am not going to slip in the details here in any case the "Brothers" were to read this and murder us after. But as mean as we are, we did make sure that the vegetables were washed and scrubbed cleanly. All fruits were washed and peeled. All juices were freshly hand squeezed. All food were cooked prior to eating. All hands were washed before handling the food. *Oops. I think I didn't wash mine. Just joking - I did.* We were so engrossed in dealing with the food until we forget to put on make up. (-.-") Si bey jia lat.
I would have video-ed down the whole thing if I could (my camcorder is happily sitting on my table collecting dust) but I didn't even have the time to whip out my camera and take pictures. I think giving me any electronics is a total waste of money because I don't bother to even use my handphone.
Anyway, the groom is super blur, because after eating all the super disgusting food and having to retrieve the key, he stupidly passed it back to us! Hahahahahaha. So, it opens the door for another round of bullying. Hahaha.
Mental and physical tests, humiliations were forgotten (I presume from the look on his face) when he finally gets to the bride. So super sweet~
Maybe 10 years from now I would sit back and think about this, laughing all over again with a contented smile and thanking god I didn't choose to die yet.
Maybe the girls were right! There are a lot of things I have not tried. Like being a mother, being a grandmother and so on. Guess this little things in life contributes too. It is not always about money, status, strengths and power. These little "highs" are much more pleasurable than kicks I get from popping pills.
I am beginning to see life in a different light. It's like going back to the young me. When everything is naive, innocent and pure. But as innocent as I want to be, a part of me remembers the hurt and betrayal which forces me to be what I am today. Perhaps innocence is not for me. Time to wipe away the tears, take a deep breather and continue locking my heart.
I do envy Shishi. She deserves it. After having to go through so much, I am glad that there is someone she can rely on. Next on in line, may be Lyn or Cat! I so can't wait for their respective boyfriends to pop the question!!!
**Sadly** Then all my friends would be married. And I'll be the only lonely old witch. FUCK!!
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay