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So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Saturday, March 5, 2011
Never will I die - Inspiration story
Well, well. As much as you haters hate me, I am back. In fact, I conveniently selected all the hate mails, alongside with those rubbish advertisements and chain mails, and trashed them in less than 2 minutes. Reason why I took so long was because the internet connection was interrupted and I couldn't proceed with the action. Cut straight to the chase - I will never cease to steal limelights and attentions.
I am back, hotter than ever. Topped the chart for Yahoo! search list effortlessly. Thank god, for the good life that I have. The path before me was swept, mopped and brushed clean by the heavenly cupids. Phew! I have to control myself before I lose control and land in another whirlpool of compliments and self-praise and start with those, "How lucky I was to..." stories.
This is crazy! To be able to get to the level that I am at. Who would have thought that this ordinary child would grow up to be famous/infamous? Who had expected that her name would be marked in history? Who foreseen that "celebrity dream" of hers would be fulfilled? I am proud to say, I had build a castle with my own bare hands. Seized the moment and flown to glory.
Luck, has always been there for me. Well, keeping an optimistic mind does wonders too! No one believed that I can do it. I believed. Held on to the faith, working hard and grabbing every opportunity thrown my way, I finally am here. The term, "家喻户晓" is perfect to describe the amount of people who knows me.
I have to admit that I am a lazy ass and destiny was nice enough to throw chances my way. Pathways were constructed for me, with carpeted floors and polished tiles. Candles guided me throughout my whole journey. I had my fair share of setbacks and failures, like everyone else. Occasionally, I would laugh at myself and close my eyes so that I could "blind" myself when the world turns nasty.
I always believed in my the world being a place like so:
Clear blue sky, dotted with white cotton-candy clouds. Lollipop trees lining the array of green grass patch, with its strong trunk and widespread branches, they beam with an aura so bright that they could blind a person. Flowers which sway their petals nonchalantly to the rhythm of the waltzing wind. Animals were everywhere - running, pouncing, scrambling, dancing and tripping. The vast greens were only stained with little patches of red toadstools.
So, bright as the Sun, I never would be gone. I thought that I was going to be forgotten but another golden opportunity came my way.
One might think that it's all luck, which I would agree - without hesitation. But don't think luck would be able to drive you anywhere, if you hadn't put in enough effort.
Things happen for a reason. To every cause, there is an effect. You reap what you sow. The world is round hence; what goes around, comes around. You get the drift.
Most of my fans are in the same age group. I know, people out there (including myself) would look upon me, seeing me as their idol or someone they would like to mimic. Haughty - as this might sound but I am going to say it anyway: Reality check! You are not me.
I would like to remind those youths out there that rock-star life may not be as pretty as seen on televisions. People glamor them, spicing up the show because their rating stinks. To every success story you've read, there are nine failures to it. Remind yourself constantly that Thomas Edison failed more than a thousand times before he "accidentally" realized that Tungsten baby was the solution.
Please do not think that there would be free lunches falling from the skies and into the your awaiting hands. Get down to doing what it takes to make YOUR dream come true.
"Easy for me to say"; you think. Alright, now let's take a look at my diary and the whole list of things to back me up. Who was there to witness my fall? No one gives a shit to the fact that I had to sacrifice everything I have to be what I am now. I knew, from young, that I was created to do big things. But I never would have imagined being a "celebrity". When I fell, all you people did was to step over me, spit on me, trampled me and brought me down.
Fortunately, I was molded into a creature who don't give a fuck what others think. Maybe it is due to the fact that I had always known how powerful a mind can be. Thus, using that counterpart to my advantage. Stay optimistic and selective hearing was some strengths that I adopted in my childhood. Close an eye and hear what I only want to hear. That, itself, is enough to keep me going.
I always ask, "Why?" to everything. Curiosity was my middle name. Why is it that? Why is it this? I asked so many questions until it reaches a point that teachers have to ban me from questioning. Not ban, but restricting the number of queries that I can air. This lead to my ability to search for answers independently. And thanking its resources, I gradually fell in love with the library.
Nothing captivates me more than sciences, from ecology, to biology and physics or sciences. I loved experimenting with new "toys", proving theories for myself, challenging the mathematical formulas and even conducted my own mini research. This, if known back then, would be labeled "ADHD", or common known as "Attention-Deficit Hyperactive Disorder". Side note: Not a fact that I am ashamed of.
Anyway, PLEASE do not think that you would have a fate like mine. Always prepare for the worst and hope for the best. It irks me to know that some kid out there who worships me is thinking that she could be as lucky as I am and starts to lazy around, waiting for her big break.
Things will NOT happen, if you did not take the first step.
Please, understand the formula for success throughly. Success, is made up of 1% Luck, 80% Hard Work and 11% Genius.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay