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Sunday, March 27, 2011
Tips and tricks on appreciating yourself
Take time off everyday off to slack, rest or nap while working would enhance most people's job performance is a fact, as studies have shown.
I had known that since I was in Primary school. Half my childhood was spent sleeping. Heavy sleeper I was, as I had my mom going THROUGH the roof and fuming smoke from ears and nose. That was, just tip of the ice burg. Creative me, thought of a way to sleep extra 30 minutes (for showering and preparing to go school) by wearing my uniform to sleep. Imagine the look on my mom when she flipped up my blanket the next day! Classic, I tell you! What's more, while inside or waiting for the life or for my sister or my mom, I would lean against any walls or corners and sleep. I only wake up an hour before school starts, and reach there just before the bell goes off. When school's over, I would reach home and down my food in record-breaking speed, showered and hit the sack, with drenched hair. Maybe that's how my migraine develops and why I am so hyper-active now.
Do take note of the following:
1) Power naps in the office must not exceed half an hour (yes, inclusive of the time you TRY) to sleep. You would be noticeably pissed at the alarm or person and extremely tired BUT please refrain from throwing objects as littering would only give your wallet holes. Ignore strong urges to doze again and trust me. My theory to why this works is because ANGER IS AN ENERGIZED EMOTION. It recharges you with the gush of adrenaline. Not proven my scientists, but just something logical I came up with (using my knowledge of biology).
2) This is the utmost important; DO NOT SLEEP IN FRONT OF YOUR BOSS. Do it during lunch breaks. Last thing I want to carry is the responsibility of your retrenchment.
With that, I did my own study in a slightly similar-but-different subject. I had came up with "Ris' fact" AND that is why I wrote this post.
Spend some time off daydreaming and thinking about how good you're. It is not time consuming as one can think about it before sleep, while waiting or on the bus ride home. Convenience and speed is our century's way of living. This "SELF-PRAISE" period not only makes you feel good, enhances confidence (and being confident does gives off an aura that would attract people), and IMPROVES SELF LOVE.
Point to note:
Practically none, but nothing's perfect and things done/taken in too low or high does might create an adverse effect. You won't want people to label you "snob or over-confidence", so do it in MODERATION.
But I am an extremist. I do things in extreme-abundance excessivenessly. Can't blame me as words are easier said than done! For me, I am capable just that my character isn't and my brain doesn't allow.
THUS, this post is far from done.
Don't you hate it when people fall asleep while you talk? I love science facts and there is more than 10 GB of related information underneath my skull. Biology, ecology, astronomy, physics, chemistry, and the list goes on. For information, I have done basic reading in ALL science-related topics, choosing some interesting one to do in-depth reading and filtering those "dry" ones.
I get bored easily and need constant enrichment or entertainment.
Yesterday, I read some business proposal and stuff, and replied as usual. I didn't want to reveal too much details as it's not in my job-scope to help recognize the pros and cons of launching their service or product. But being so lonely, I unknowingly typed and typed and typed and typed for 4 hours. 4 precious hour of my sleep time went to replying 2 mails.
TWO MAILS IN FOUR BLOODY HOURS! NOT THE EFFICIENT ME I THOUGHT I WAS!
But instead of a "short reply" I intended, I ended up with a super long message. Think I could make a lullaby out of it. Did a quick word count and the average of words typed between the two replies were, 789. DAMN! SO LITTLE! I could write my compositions within an hour and they were never less than 800 words!
I am depressed and demoralized, not to mention the plunge in value for myself.
Which is why I am still at it. Next tsunami of myself.
I had been lucky since young. 4 digits I mentioned randomly would win lucky listeners themselves extra "income". No, I don't buy and after my pageant, it seems like Lady Luck left me as her mission to help me was accomplished! *She should have stayed a while longer.*
Well, but it is very, very spooky and true that some things I mentioned would come true in 2 days' time. I love to analyze and research and experiment. Having no outlet to share, I would keep them to myself. If you're wondering why, it's because I find it extremely rude for someone to yawn or sleep whenever I share my views with long, windy facts, supporting myself with evidences and boring research. Imagine the feelings you'll get when you are all excited, like bubbles in fizzy drinks when shook, with the immense pressure inside you waiting to share your findings (after days of hardcore research and reading case studies) with the one you love and HE FELL ASLEEP! I find it interesting, but different people, different perspectives. All I wanted was to share the thing I love (or have interest in) with someone I love. I am easily contented. Even, little pat on the back for my hard work is fine. Or at least, pretend to listen. Another reason was, I ran out of people to rant to.
They just don't find it interesting. Guess I know Mr Van Gogh, Mr Thomson Edison and Mr Einstein's feelings.
The other day, I casually told Date a story. The Bukit Merah and Red Hill story we learnt in Secondary School English Textbook(God! Having mythical stories like this? That should be done in Primary Level). And 2 days later, The New Paper did a report on it. I am tempted to share the story but I have been typing since 8pm and now's 11.46pm. But temptations won but on a compromise that I keep it short. So short that I looked up online and (FINALLY!) found it. Read the myth here.
And I had been addressing this potential social problem in Primary 3. Won't talk too much about the reason as I'll blabber on again. In short, made friends with a single-parent girl. I remembered stating in my journal before that we are becoming more westernized and family's bonding are not as highly regarded anymore. No laws like Philippines that couples can only apply for divorce after 15 years together. Maybe there were already discussions in the various boards or government meetings but well, I did happened after a while. More families-bonding activities, programs and advertisements are seen. Along with the divorce findings, I guess that "causal sex" would be more common. Virgins are rare to find now - after the age of 18. If sex is not with love or feelings, MARRIAGES wouldn't work as sex is as pleasuring as with any Tom, Dick and Harry. Then comes reckless sex. Increase chances of abortions, diseases and death. Mental stress. High standards of living also contributes to that. Work, work, work, no time for family or mood for sex.
At that time I pointed that up-coming trend, I also have business visions. TO MAKE USE OF THE SITUATION - even though I know that it's exploitation at the unfortunate but one's meat is another's poison. To set up workshops to foster the bonds in families. But kids find it embarrassing to go out with them. And I thought of having this "cool and trendy" concept that teens find it attractive. But work was definitely in the way, hence duration is definitely kept minimal. Minimum effort, maximum result equals super effective work done! Kill 2 birds in one stone - earn money and help a family.
Next, random sex. Someone did it - but my concept I am still keeping it a secret because, though it fairly similar, MINE IS BETTER; IMPROVISED DREAM. Working hard towards it. Wish no one beats me to the game again.
Ice-cream shop was also one of my dreams. But one at Clementi fulfilled it for me, EXACTLY WHAT I HAD IN MIND!
Another 3 social trends are not going to be voiced. But when it happens, I will be bombarded with replies like, "Ya right! Now then say." or "Show off.". Hence, I changed my mind and here goes nothing.
First, a dip in sexual activities. We are too well-educated. A hike in sex-for-sale. Men, I noticed are lower ranked in most companies. Women are gaining power, from the God-sent nature of WE GIVE BIRTH. Singapore needs babies. Incentives and company policies are giving us the trump cards. Having 2 years spent in NS, men normally are lower in positions, given the rate that both sexes are promoted at the same rate. Would a woman with high income fuck or marry a man lower? We, as a matter of fact, prefer a dominating man. Career woman have higher testerones levels as a study had shown. Testerones level high is equivalent to high sex drive. Now gigolo's industry would soar. Men, with no one to screw, buy it.
Next, the competition of power, status and wealth. Interests as stakes, no emotions can interfere. So, ruthless and heartless. Religious faiths and believes wavier. Everyone is out for everyone. No trust just pure defensiveness. What's more do I need to say.
Lastly, the difference in being a "human" and "animal". We might just turn back into monkeys.
While typing, a lot of ideas flashed through my head. I forgot what are the points but there are a lot more which unfolds as I address the existing.
Health! Organic foods, agro-cultured vegetables, and treated meat are going to kill us. In olden days, human developed strong immune system because things were not as "clean". It works this way, if one is exposed to a small amount of virus or bacteria or cells that is foreign, the body would counter-attack by creating an antibody to kill it. Antibodies don't go away. Your body has it's own "tracking and identifying" system. Next time it invades again, your body is prepared.
Patients requests for antibiotics all the time. But if one doesn't develop fever for more than 3 days or not that sick, it is not necessary for antibiotics as it's INEFFECTIVE against virus. It only targets BACTERIA. Virus have specific medicines and ARE PREVENTABLE with help from VACCINATIONS.
Antibodies are developed in you, by your cells, in your body. Which is why it attacks virus and bacteria. Antibiotics are medication made from microbes which you won't want to know.
It's okay, if you COMPLETE the whole course of medicine. But once people gets better, they stop. LISTEN AND HEAR MY WORDS. Though outside you are well, there may still be "survivals" lurking inside you. Only too small an amount to affect you. But they multiply EXPONENTIALLY. Which is, 1 becomes 2. 2 becomes 4. 4 becomes 8. They split in such furious rate so the next thing you know, you are ill again. And being survival, the naturally are stronger than they fellow dead cells. The "strong" genes passed on and for all you know, the might start to mutate and IMMUNE themselves to grow and thrive. Then you get more antibiotics and the same cycle continues. One day, all antibiotics would be of no use to these bacteria cells. Then congrats, you are one of the carrier of MRSA.
If you are clean, great for us. WHAT IF YOU SPIT AND IT EVAPORATES AND OTHERS BREATHE IN?!
Now is officially 1.12am and I have been deprived of sleep for 3 days, only rested 3 hours and I am still hyper but I took my medicine and I am drowsy.
My list of points-to-write are only LESS THAN 1/5 done! WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING ALL THESE TIME?
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay