Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Wednesday, April 6, 2011
No one likes a whiny bitch, SO GET OVER IT!
I totally have NO IDEA that an emotionless robot like me could cry like this.
No. Nothing happened. I was my usual cheerful self... Until I got so sick of the deafening silence. I am already considered very lonely, with only me and my reflection in the mirror, to converse with. To rub salt into the wound, I had to debate with myself and ended up quarreling with MY MIRROR! How the hell did this metamorphosis happen? Beats me too.
Sometimes, I really freak myself out. I mean, I totally am an in-built robot with multi-personalities and the ability to separate my logical and emotion thinking liberally adds on to the never ending lists of things that I am afraid of - found in myself.
One moment, I was thinking of Albert Einstein's Law of Relativity (again!) as I had a major showdown, determine to prove him wrong. Don't get me wrong, it's not Mr Einstein I wanted to challenge. It was the Idiot who told me in an oh-he-is-so-right, haughty tone that Mr Einstein had done so many trial and errors before he reached the theory.
He said that it was done to perfection and ya-da, ya-da, ya-da.
On the other hand, I remembered reading something about that. If one were to build a precise clock, it would prove the Quantum Theory wrong. It had also added that no one had built it, and no one will ever do.
However, after doing the research today, I realized that I am a bit out-dated already. There's more and more dubious points to his theory. Why want to find extra trouble and work? Firstly, for me, I read somewhere (think it was Wikipedia) that Einstein uses "visual" to come up with theories. It was mainly built on his beliefs. Secondly, I am frustrated why no one ever ATTEMPTED to build it?!?! Thirdly, to prove that Idiot wrong.
And I am the right one now! Wahaha!
Anyway, whilst reading those super long and windy (not to mention repetitive) articles and reports, I decided to rest my eyes and played Christian Wunderlich's "In Heaven".
Normally I do NOT watch the videos on stream but then, I did the exception today.
Watched it on repeat mode and spent the next hour re-hydrating my tired eyes with tears.
This is where the inner war broke out. Logical not happy with mental. Cut the long story short (I am tired as I have been reading all available reports with regards to "Relativity" since last night 11pm), a quarrel that ended with me blogging.
Good night. I am so bloody tired. And no, tears do not refresh your eyes. They make it heavier.......
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay