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So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, June 12, 2012
A Brand New Me
After some time, I looked through my life and lots of thoughts were through my head.
Too trusting? Too stubborn or just plain stupid?
It beats me to wonder too. How can someone be so open and yet walled-up.
It is weird looking through walks of my life. From someone so normal to someone who became complicated. Fame or is that the love for attention?
I tried to be what I want to be. Yet, I became something else. Better? Definitely.
I did badly for my PSLE. Got into my last choice of school. Same for my GCE 'O' Levels. Thought that life would be torturous. But there, I met friends who are more than anything else in the world. Got my first boyfriend. The most important phrase I have learnt and remembered was, "That's what friends are for". A friend in need is a friend indeed - By actualizing the fact that when I needed help, I found true friends. And in turn, instead of being a true friend to them, I actually spent my time with boyfriend and left them every time they need company home.
I miss those times tremendously. Many a times, I wished for time to return and do the opposite.
Same for Polytechnic. Not the course that I wanted (not in that very bad sense) but when I was on course, I found real happiness.
I don't know how else to describe this feeling but a feeling that is going to linger in me.
For those who broke up, I swore to become prettier and more confident (it comes with that right?). I didn't have any major downs in my life as yet but this is the thing for girls out there. Or males. Be more happy and more attractive. However, cherish those in front of you. Good looks may make a person become more of a haughty than of appreciative. Quarrels - look back at the beautiful time together. All these while, remember the good. It makes you regret that you ever let them go - IF THEY WERE TO LEAVE.
I realized that seven dwarfs aren't named - Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. They are - Dopey, Sneezy, Bashful, Grumpy, Sleepy, Happy and Doc.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay