Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Me. Magical. Min. Maniac. Monster. Monetary.
"Never let anything known for anyone to stab you in."
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Friday, August 31, 2012
Things That One Will Never Know
How have technologies developed over time?
In history, things all develop time by time. Ancient ages, they set up herd groups to feed and give birth. No technologies but just plain hunting, feeding and slowly, developing status - kings, knights and servants.
People then think of trading. But to trade a fisherman a tree? Is that needed? So, comes the idea of universal currency. In China, we used shells (all civilizations starts near the river - and god teaches people how to fish, not provide, in order to survive on their own). I wonder if cannibals needed currency. All they do is to slaughter their own people and feed themselves. Oh ya.. They needed clothes too, and computers to find newer recipes, instead of cold meat. Not to mention refrigerators.
Then came the craze for inventions. All the lists of inventions to be invented are done. The highest technology - master of all technologies - have been invented. To do communications wirelessly. To read mindset, to direct people's movement and to monitor them in secret. Anonymous surveys can be checked if the written are the truth or not. Nevertheless, results tend to be altered.
This made surveyors lose their purpose, doesn't it? Which is why, many things are kept in hush-hush.
Then, at our generation, it is glamour. Glamour things up. Last time, people detest things like spectacles. Reminded me of my elder sister's bad eyesight due to reading and I thought it looked chic and studious, so I began to mistreat my eyesight, doing all the big no-nos at home (watching television really closely and reading with dim lights).
But you will be surprise at the things that happened "coincidentally" to me. I had uneven legs and ran away from x-ray machines. I had something which was called, "鱼眼睛", an itch on my hand where 大s had her tattoo.
I even had "exchanged" my life with a boy who did extortion and I followed suit accordingly. They became more sensible while I got worst. Everything seemed to happen twice. Practically everything bad!
Glamour up lor.. So tell me, if I should go about writing all my dismissed testimonials?
Maybe one day, I would, when I finally got successful at my deathbed. Everyone would know me. And know about how special my life had been.
Dang, makes you want to be me, don't you? HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
You all have no idea.... You all really have no idea.
How law-education can be good and bad. If you were never caught for something, you will never know that the act is wrong - without educating. But if educated and yet do something like that? That is more likely to be punishable. I am damn innocent.
Anyway, moral is, people whom I have met, somehow came in different forms. Very interesting.. I can't finish saying what I have to say. It sort of means that, people changes or are directly influenced by situations or friends. To say no, or to decline politely?
Friday, August 24, 2012
Playing With Nursery Rhymes, How Does That Sound?
If my life is written into a tale
How would it sound
Blood of the hound
Watch it unfold
Like the path to the pound
How the idea come about
I started to doubt
I plainly hugged my fist to my chest
And make a wish for courage to confess
More than difficult when starting
I nearly went hurling
From occasional drop of a line
One at a time
To a sudden hop straight into a rhyme
Miracle as they say
To see a baby in May
A new citizen is born
Looking all forlorn
Not an ounce of expression
This little kid's the new obsession
Stealing adult's attention
And gaining devotion
Her granny is kept busy
To keep her from getting lazy
But little baby Yi Min
Have a problem with her shin
By the age of nine
This girl grew fine
But the unfortunate do happens
And she became a burden
Remember the story of a girl
Who cried the river
And drowned the whole world
And while she look so perfect in photographs
But it was never when she smiled
Growing up with cartoons
There is less gloom
The characters' so perfect
Are more than ratings effect
Throw in paranormal phenomena
Ghosts, goblins, magic, haunted houses
Magical curses, aliens, witches
Secret fantasy of this girl to complete
Tales vary in short stories, fairy tales and urban legends
Say Sabrina the Animated Series
If only wishes are like berries
Sprout as you shove
Explode as you love
Loads of commitment to honor
I can't wait to holler
I love my fairy tale life
And I really don't bear to die
We love Daddy
He's so great
He put mouses on our plate
He's so lucky, brave and strong
We want to grow up just like him
Can you feel the want for family
One that you can call your own
My daughter's shall name Emily
Engraved in the tradition's bone
Spooky Jar is always right
And never ever fright
Because he a distant genie he is
He conjures rhythm in a bliss
It's so easy to find aliens
Snap your fingers and read the caption
By eyes of Newton and Einstein's theory
For twenty-four hours the solution will clearly
Fool those on Earth to see the sight
They get real for just one night
But beware the twist that you deceit
That one day you find you too believe
Magic is fun
I like it a bunch
I even use it to make my lunch
Sweet little pig
All round and pink
How about some wings
What do you think
How cool is it
Spells they cook
A learning point it beat
To make English not go by the book
Voodoo dolls and magic spell
With powders and salt
With water from the well
Be sure to lock your door with a bolt
Maybe another one I'll throw
Elves, fairies, pixies and gnomes
Line up to me row by row
Just as you see there is a home
Beneath the mushroom
Slime and comb
Where, oh where, thy o Spooky
Cheshire cat, Salem the Cat
Aren't you haughty
Genie the Lamp and Genie in the bottle at
The speck of hasty
Did you exhibit
The Sandman words are heard
Loud and clear above his grey old beard
Array of choices from deep sleep, 40 winks
Catnap, snooze or out like a light in a brink
A tough, difficult decision indeed
The strangest thing are there for me
Both things to eat and things to see
And many frightening sights abroad
Till morning in The Land Of Nod
So till here I end
With what I have accomplish
Spells I've made does not permit
It's pretty useless or so I admit
Love and thank
To those that fish
Those compliments so sweet to me
Bloody hell can. I can only think about me wanting to be in Cartoon magic life. Must be too much of "Sabrina Spellman" and "Are You Afraid Of The Dark" these few days.
More next time. If they sound awful, ignore me. It's another Try-It-Yourself thing and the way it sounded under my breath or in my head seems right. Didn't bother to double check so just check it for me.
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Read Out at Library
Managed to pull through one read out today and the producer was there. I am such a goof! The feeling's like having a joker in my mind. Damn! Where's the whiff of confidence when I need it? Oh dang!
I think I need like a couple of friends who would go into acting with me for the time being. Have the least idea of what is going on! Damn! Should really shut my trap now.
Maybe I should go into poetry writing. Maybe another way of portraying my whole life wants, beliefs and goals into a song? An interesting post or another way of showing or bringing across what I believe.
Maybe I should down some Valium into my neighbors' money plant! It brings money! Their FENGSHUI is our FENGSHUI! Right? I mean, come on... We are neighbors after all. Tee hee hee.. Maybe one day I'll find my mp3 at my doorstep! And perhaps my skincare samples, my Universal Studio T-Shirts, my FION bag.... WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Money plant = Assests + Cash + Earnings + Expenditure
I am beginning to have sudden crazy thoughts that maybe I should get my mom to organize Thanksgiving this year. Except that maybe everyone is out of town.. Oh Santa, would you make one happen? TOOTH-BLOODY-FAIRY TOOK OFF WITH MY SECOND MILK TOOTH THAT I DROPPED AND ABSENT-MINDED-LY MISSED OUT THE ONE-DOLLAR COIN THAT IS SUPPOSE TO COME FROM CLAIMING IT!
I wonder if Santa would do that as well. Maybe a children sleepover on Christmas Eve and presents opening on Christmas itself.
SOMEONE GET MY COUSINS AND XIAO YI YI TO READ THIS.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Honesty - The Best Policy
Hey guys, wish me luck for tomorrow. I am having an interview and that is the biggest hurdle in my life until now. I am still hopping from all the commotion and I AM FINALLY GOING TO GET A JOB! Well, that is.. if I were to pass the interview.
Honesty... The best policy? I never got a payslip in my entire life! Living off instant noodles and videos and pigging out on my sister's tidbits..
WISH ME LUCK FELLAS!
By the way, the best place in town is Jurong Town Hall Road Carpark at the back and another at Kallang Place. Why? Because it is as deserted as hell and you can catch some actions there in cars or vans provided if you do not get beaten up.
Watch Sabrina the Teenage Witch, for little girls and boys out there. Infer correctly at the mindset that friends do not mind anything. I am heading into my own swirl of sadness now.
I should have watched more television programs. It actually shows what consequences are in reality. A lot of times, I do wish to turn the time back whereby people are around and that they are still willing to wait for me, hang at the mall or go out together. But it's really awful to see how they move on without feeling a bit of the pinch. Fuck! I hate to see myself like this, much less to people around me. Brace up little girl. It's a grown up world out there where Singapore isn't that really safe nor crime free. And I cannot believe that it was myself too!
It's so cute to see how Chloe can be such a nice friend to Sabrina. And that Sabrina's magic spells could aid in nursery rhymes interest for kids. One thing that I love tremendously. What's more, if you were to wonder what life is like when you want to grow up sooner so that you can watch movies that are rated 18 and above, it actually shows you what other commitments that comes with it. Like working for your own movie ticket or date when out with partners. Without magic involved.
We have our little magic - money - in our everyday lives. It's hard to get through life without money. Just thought of friends who are like really in need. I mean, I hate people who steals. Like I am not one of them but that shows how irritating they are.
The people who stole and not have the responsibility to return it, yet smug when they are talking to you upfront, really have no ethics, righteous or respect for themselves. Yes, I was unhappy when my mom have to be the one who apologizes and paid for it despite my childish act but there's way more than meet the eye. I feel that everyone is really responsible for their own actions, own life and mistakes that were in it. Don't go around bitching about some things that didn't go your way. Like being blind and then cry yourself a river just because you can't see. An emperor cannot even see his own eyelashes, needless to say looking at people or commoners in the country. Blinded by riches? Sure. Who doesn't. But the fact that someone can slam some facts onto my face flat, sure is a good person to remind me of my own shameful past.
But are you really that mature? Maturity in thinking. Maturity in ability to act right, think right and impartially and also know that there is people out there who might find it hard but would swallow all pride and admit up to it. It's definitely unlike those who would just hide behind and spend the wealth thinking that they are happy.
Retribution, do you believe? Karma. The world goes round. Like my mom says, "Draw a little heart on your dollar note or signature, spend it and watch it come back the next time you changes for money". If it comes back, it is rightfully yours.
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Suck My Blood
Tell you guys how much work and studying I have been doing in order to catch up with society.
Damn! Ate like a freaking lot and all the lipo-selection went straight into the drain. Like literally eight thousand gone!
Now I am like all fats again!!!!!!!!!!!!11
Friday, August 17, 2012
Do You Believe?
Do you believe in ghosts do exists?
Do you think that there is more than us out there?
HAHAHA. Just super bored and typing nonsense while watching movies on Youtube and waiting for school's application.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Blogging about Gold Coast Trip and I saw a girl that looks super much like Dawn Yang and it reminded me about that time whereby I got someone a watch, very much identical to hers and got myself seriously slapped in the face.
The way of life, to really just show the real smile when someone is totally out to put one down. Don't be mean, get to know them first. How hurt am I!
Gold Coast Pictures
My Very Messy Room
A Magazine That I Saw
A HEART SHAPED LAND!
The Pretty Horizon
The End Of The Curve
Speckles Of Silver Beneath
The Rounded Sun and Silver Sea
The Singapore Sling
Children's Art And Crafts
My Favorite Childhood Show! 十万个为什么
Books that stresses on marketing strategies. Read more series of the book to get a bracelet.
My Primary 6 Chinese tuition teacher told our class about how technologies had vastly improved over the years since the first telephone and black-and-white television. How researchers can do their research work in secret. How they can know everything when they are really using technologies. Literally wireless, are we talking about! How can people just direct thoughts, feelings and emotions, including words into our lives. Improving on communication skills.
Cartoons were once drawn page by page into a flip book, then connecting wires from humans and cartoons on the screen move as accordingly. Facial expressions, speed and even the drama feel. Now, they need not even paste gel stickers to achieve the effect.
This is creepily INTERESTING!
By the way, check this out!
All the questions are:
1) Why is the cover of drains normally round?
2) Why is the center of equilibrium of a round ball (basketball, volleyball and soccer) easier to control?
3) Why are vehicles' tires round?
4) Why are bowls normally round?
5) Why does breath comes out white in winter?
6) Why does ice-cream emits white smoke?
7) Why does water droplets on water lily rolls about?
8) Why does one need soap when washing?
9) Why is there grooves under a footwear?
10) Why does vehicles' tires grooved?
11) Why must one stay a distance when a train is approaching?
12) When a train starts, why must it moves backward before launching?
This is only the first episode.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay