Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
This Is Me
Me. Magical. Min. Maniac. Monster. Monetary.
"Never let anything known for anyone to stab you in."
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Sunday, September 16, 2012
WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE INTERNET?!?!
THERE IS LIKE SO MANY STUFFS MISSING FROM THE INTERNET! SOME INFORMATION ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO RETRIEVE!
WHAT?! YOU STUPID WEBMASTER-WANNA-BE, TRYING TO USE A HERTZ MACHINE THING AND CHANGE INTERNET INFORMATION FOR FUCK!?!?!
I GET SO PISSED OFF WHEN I CANNOT FIND THE SHOWS ON YOUTUBE!!!
WROTE TO ADMINISTRATOR TOO, AND I GOT A NORWEGIAN REPLY. CANNOT BE ANY CUTER!
FUCK LA! CAN THE POLICE GO INVESTIGATE OR SOMETHING?!?! EVERYTHING IS OUT-SOURCED. LIKE SECURITY AND STUFF! AND WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE KIND OF PERSON (PURE EVIL) LISTED IN "1+1=2 PROOF"?
BY THE WAY, IN ORDER TO FIND ME A CHALLENGE - TO COMPETE WITH YOU, MAKE MY BLOG MORE POPULAR (AS IN EVERYONE READS IT!).
SOME PEOPLE MAY NOT KNOW THIS, BUT IT IS A MACHINE THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO CAN READ A PERSON'S THOUGHTS. PUT OBSERVATION INTO WORDS. PUT MINDSET INTO WORDS. THERE IS NO NEED TO TALK. THEY KNOW EVERYTHING AS "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE" - AN INVENTION THAT COULD TELL WHAT PEOPLE ARE THINKING, ALTER FATE AND DESTINY.
THERE ARE 5 PEOPLE WITHOUT A LOCK SCREEN - SOMEONE WHO CAN PUT ALL FATE AND DESTINY AND ALTER A PERSON'S STATE OF MIND, THE EMOTIONS AND MOOD, BIOLOGICAL CLOCK AND BODY WORKING CONDITIONS. THEY CONSIDER THEMSELVES GOD.
LIKE REALLY............ GOD?! NO WHERE NEAR. >.< IF NOT YOU GUYS WOULD NOT BE CAUGHT NOR HAVE TO COPY THE EXACT STYLE AS ACCORDING TO PAST EVENTS.
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
I Think I am Psychic!
Man, everywhere I have been to, it has happened twice.
Twice, I saw that red flat lady bug. Twice, I've blogged about most stuff. Twice, I saw Xiaxue and Dawn blogged about the same thing. Twice that things had happened around us.
So many deaths and my blogs stays pink! It kind of chirps me up a little when the whole estate is filled with colored blankets with the word "Funeral" all around. More frequent than any other a times. Whatever happened?!?!
All so dark and gloomy around Toh Guan now! I rather run and escape to a place where they thought it's haunted, the place at Portsdown!
Bloody hell! And to think all lives in Singapore had been all made out for. Don't want to scare but the more people think that places like Boat Quay and all have been cleared up, the more darker and underground the government have noticed it seemed to grow. The more tunnels they took and it might soon be impossible to find them..
A boy escaping destiny and running away from Singapore's Law, when they merely got away with caning and prison? That poor boy, may he be in Malaysia, Indonesia or Banana Island, he made a really wrong choice. He might not even be able to come back.
But the routes they took? Amazingly quiet, isn't it? Let's see how long they'll get to find him. Mas Selamat ran away for some time before getting caught.
Military have no cameras? Blind spot? I heard that there are radioactive substances that could X-ray through plants, choose the density and layer they want to see and highlight? Or how about a Hertz machine that they could even choose the timeline of the machine to show. To back date time and access the hardware's file without having to go near them. The encrypted disk have nano spaces that they could selectively replay.
Since the start of a all-Hertz machine, there is lesser illness that cannot be cured (even AIDS can be solved by boosting immune system using the reacting immune system of the healthy), more cancers and tumors and stupid decisions caused by miscalculations or mental health, weird thinking that they could change the world or even mindset that death is the only solution rather than seeking help from professionals (may you raped or partially at fault for dressing sexily to club or going out with friends despite parent's reprimanding).
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Death Rates In Singapore
To all the people out there!
Why on earth are teenagers so irresponsible to die due to rape? Can they not find help? Whatever happens to psychologists? What ever happens to inventions? People who can control wireless reading of mindset and passing on, reusing mindsets?
There is always people out there cultivating problem youths. Did you teens think about how your parents will feel? Parents paid for your education. Was given the privilege to study for a sponsored amount. Gave birth to you and carried you for 9 months. Is this how you should repay their love?
A lot of people think that it is wrong not to say feelings, reflections or show emotions. But there is a lot of people who do not face any problems, are confident of facing them themselves. A lot of solutions may be already present and it may be the most perfect one as seemed.
But, which are the legal ones? To apprehend the person or to resort to things like murder or taking your life just because you couldn't cope with it?
I may be in denial mood, as diagnosed. Something like not telling out the things that I am facing but I really feel sad and terrible that things are repeating itself. The dates of death near my estate, Toh Guan, is totally the same dated intervals.
It is ridiculous! The exact same thing! Different people but exact same situation. This problem only appears overseas, by copying storybook lives, movie lives and even newspaper.
I am even a victim myself. I doubt that someone would care to explain my criminal mindset, but thankfully, the person did.
Anyway, damn that group of "people" because Wikipedia gave you away. My year as stated in there is 1985. It is the digits from my ATM card. My birth year is 1990.
Abuse of technology! Electromagnet my ass!
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Did You Ever Love Someone So Much
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I once had all your posters on my wall. It even pains my heart when I have to tear the pages off from my magazines when they are plastered with your face. It's double pages! Can you guys be more considerate to people like me and print on a side only? I want both the pictures!
When I moved out and my younger sister took over the room, the posters dropped by themselves, as though they missed me. I cried to the letter when I wrote to you. I love you Slim. Fuck, I am acting like Stan! The truth is that I am obviously spouting nonsense. HAHAH. It's because she wanted to paint the walls green.
You know I love my family but there are occasional quarrels and noise.
Do you know since the start of Singapore, our brainwaves movement have been saved? Even our emotions are saved up. The liking for people might not be of your own. People obviously knows about there is abusing in there. Everything is wireless. There is a group of them, including a group known as God. The scientist who invented it went crazy. My mindset have been changing like crazy. So is my biological clock! And amazingly, someone can chit chat over thoughts! Or perhaps over wireless. No phones, no computers. It's like ESP or hallucination.
Since my year, 1990 (to the guy who wrote the article in Wikipedia), everything has been pre-set. Thought that they are only allowed to read one's thoughts only! I never knew that they could use the exact brainwaves on other people! It's kind of funny!
However, I believe that it is ILLEGAL. Could you guys look into this matter? I mean, come on! Practically the whole Singapore is on repeat mode! Like they could just read whatever that happens everyday!
I know that they cannot, should not or must not actually decide a person's fate or destiny! If not, why the locked screen and only allowed to READ?!
How seriously irritating that my chest looks larger and smaller on some days? I cannot find a bra that fits! What on earth the fact that people must take pills, drugs or slimming tablets to beat past the plateau?! What is the thing about forcing in depression, optimism and then blaming it on the person that they assigned the thoughts to?
There is this little truth about Tracy Lee looking like the old granny that stays in Toa Payoh. One is optimistic, another one is business minded - and enjoying her life to the fullest.
What is the thing about our life being treated like Mana? Just to prove Hierarchy right about how the world goes round? Taking credit for clearing the fogs in Bermuda Triangle?
Red hill is thought to be a place where blood is shed to save the town. The king is jealous of the little boy who turned famous because he stopped the swordfish from attacking the town.
Singapore's real truth is that people in the Secret Society are really resourceful and news travels very fast by words. By communicating. Red hill, Tanjong Pajar is the area that most leaders are formed. Why Jurong are all so naive and blur one.
I forgot the element of education.
I asked my daddy what are the elements present in the air that the world's only Mentor Minister and the biggest Gangsters are being born there. Mommy and Daddy laughed for like half an hour and said that our Ministers are from Malaysia.
Everything is coincidence! Noodles, spaghetti or usage of flour, somehow appeared in Europe and China together. But it should be brought over.. Somehow, because wheat is only found in some countries. Like how palm trees are only found in Malaysia.
WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE JURONG EAST SWIMMING COMPLEX?! CAN REMIND MY STUPID BRAIN THAT EVERY MONDAY IS POOL CLEANING DAY? I always wear my swimming suit, applied my sunblock lotion, then my sister would say something like, "Oh, oh... Forget.... It's MONDAY!!!!!!!".
Hahah. Very funny. Very, very funny. Showered before going. After applying sunblock, shower again. Very funny hor. Remind me to know that there is facts that things that someone had to give PARANOIA, sleepless nights and disturb my sleeping patterns. And take away my understanding! Whatever that I read, nothing registers!
Only they can alter mindsets. True or not? To be caught or not? Altering humans' way of reading and learning.
And to Google, why are my posts not updated? The last time I saw it, it is 222. Now it's still the beautiful digits, 222. =D
Oh ya! And tell me about the fact that screens can flip from and to their computers and changing the information on my screen! Photoshop, and still dare to be flamboyant!
At their stage, nothing can stop them? What about saying things like being responsible for their own actions? They have to be in the rightest frame of mind. To mix job with personal feuds - especially when I don't even know who are these people? There is always things like retribution or why Mentor Minister have to offer praying before the peace settles in Singapore. The wheel of fortune or misfortune - when you are in hell, is still there.
I wonder what the punishment is.
In legal law, there is already several counts of house-breaking. I recall having my wallet in my house the day I dropped it. I kept it in my bag properly and the next morning, BOTH my wallet and my MP3 went missing. So many times, my undies are missing.
Why on earth do you guys show off, I don't understand. To do something so wrong?!
Are you all suppose to change people's eye focus? To miss out something? To create 4 counts of sexual harassment? Seeing a flasher outside school? Seeing a flasher on bus? Nearly got molested in a crowded bus? Got molested when you're outside no matter how tightly hugged with the girls you are?
And what about all these things that I am hearing are all wrong?! 5 dollars coming out as 2?!
And I got no switch, buttons nor rights to turn that stupid ESP communication off!!!!!!! Bloody hell. It drives me... stupid to admit... smart.
Oh, and anyway, my Primary 5 science question. Is the volume of shredded paper and crushed paper contained in 2 similar test tubes the same? Explain. My answer: No, because air in the takes up space - It is wrong. I was thinking of air molecules, and that I didn't know that molecules are not units used to calculate volume. Yes, is the very basic.
I love Miss Chan HL okay! And after that lesson, it made me love her more. What is molecule and atom? It is the structure. But how can we know that there is vacuum in air? Should it be filled with elements or molecules? Then like that it should be very packed. Vacuum means only one type of molecule right?
Aiyah.. I am confusing myself again.
Anyway, I am looking for my old tuition friends in C&C, mathematics and chinese class conducted by Miss Tang. Yi Wen, Raymond Lim, Alex, Francisca.
From My Facebook
I love Singapore. But I can't say the same for the people born here. First, I have nothing against races but seems like Singaporeans who are Chinese, are all stuck up, think they are smart when, in fact, they are nothing compared to others. Chinese doesn't mean people from China.
I highly regard China citizens to have the courage to travel out of their comfort zones. Especially if they are in their teens. Ask a Singaporean child to do that, he'll probably chicken out.
We are too comfortable and well protected. In any other countries, death caused by guns, suicide, homicide, murder, armed robbery, massive fights and etc are so common that they do not even report them on newspaper.
It irks me more when Singaporeans try to tell me what to do. Sure, I have been through a lot, seen a lot of shit and waddled through countless hardship, but yet, I still remember one thing - which is, "HUMBLE".
I know a lot for a 20 year old and I dare not say I am "experienced" or would I label myself as "seen-it-all". After all, I had not traveled many places.
From my friends, I see one common trait. They are well-traveled, successful and NEVER A SHOW OFF. Because they know, there is still a lot to learn, a lot to master and there will ALWAYS be someone better than you.
Not to flaunt, if one wants to learn. No one wants to teach someone who is "I-am-better-than-you". Thus, sure, you may appear smart but we all know, you are at the losing end.
I love learning, and I enjoy taking up criticism to heighten my threshold for patience and endurance. The more one criticize, the more I improve. Perfection, I would never attain but I would grow to greater heights than average.
In any way, haters with knives of steel, would never hurt me. Because, to every hate, there's always jealousy/love. Just as mentioned in Newton's Third Law of Motion.
=D Try harder next time, goodbye, nice to know you.
Would you choose between the one you love or the one who loves you.
It's super sweet can! Especially the one that I love is the one who loves me - my parents la!
Low is my surname. And that it is an element in Feng Shui - the gold (may only be considered as a metal but more than glad that it is one of the five elements needed by man). It is very important as metals are used in compass for lost soldiers or trekkers.
Risis is a jewelry brand - mostly plated in gold. Iris is the curtains to your vision - preventing your eyes from too much light exposure. Iris is also the SBS bus transit automated scheduler. Iriss is the name of my favorite mentor. Aries the Shop is a girl's heaven. Aries the Ram is my favorite younger sister's horoscope (plus she is my ONLY sister).
Behind The Scenes
Been "FOREVER" since I ate "MAGUM" ice cream. Hahahaha. Own joke. Only I find myself funny sometimes.
Oh ya. I got a little surprise! I am officially overweight again!!!!!!!! I think I will faint when I look into the mirror myself.
I nearly burst out laughing when he is done with the make up. It looks horrendous. Kind of like me in everyday life. Once I apply foundation, it kind of looks scary.. Like the whole cake foundation would plop out when I bend forward.
And I have been going for baking classes! Made my own mooncakes! So pretty!
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay