Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, October 1, 2012
I am getting crazy lately.
I kept going to police stations and making reports after reports. First, my debit cards can't be approved. Then million and one things crashes.
A lot of people just closes their eyes when coming to approaching help from the police. Me too. I always hesitated when asking for help - if I could take matters into my own hands.
One wise man told me that the movie I was shot in, have the same situation feel. If this persists, one day, I would start to kill in order to get "justice" to favor me. It definitely is not healthy.
Policemen are blessed by gods to actually act in behalf of justice. Not just what you and me could do. Seek their help. Not to mention if it is things like "peer pressure", "shop-lifting" or even "credit card fraud". Suspicious people could also get into trouble, if you allow so. This is why, we need not have gangs. Police is good enough. Guess this is one very good reason why gangs are being condemned when the government starts "Law And Order". Same thing as to corruption - why we should agree with better paid politicians, high-court judges and policemen.
So many things could be solved in a better way.... And only today did I realize....
I may have thought of using gangs when people picked on me in school (SCHOOL ONLY) when I was molested. I cried like hell on the spot. But he could get into much more trouble if he was to be caught by the police. Not that the punishment given wouldn't ease my hatred and humiliation (that's very true okay!) but by watching him get into trouble with my first boyfriend seems like something that I can account for. That I am looking at the punishment. It kind of soothes my anger.
But now, I have learnt to let go.. Let the police do their jobs, instead of taking matters into my own hand.
Trust me. I cry every time something humiliating happens to me. Like a wanking flasher on bus 197... So many molest cases.... Phew~ Never trust a guy who is alone at home. Not even when you are perspiring with all the heat and exhaustion from carrying your Additional Mathematics textbook up the flight of stairs. My growing stages of life is full of lesbians, girls, women or gays.. Hardly people of the opposite sex. Which is why all my boyfriends have a girl-y side to them....
Oh well... Shooting is really tired and I am really burnt out from all those hoo-has.
And people, please! There is hardly ANY wrong actions that LAW cannot handle. Especially when people changes your mindset with criminal ones and make the actions involuntarily..
Don't want to scare you with anything that I know.. Wacky psychologist.. Direct actions from the past.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay