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So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, December 23, 2012
Will The Real Ris Low Please Stand Up?
Today (just actually), I went to search up "Ris Low" in Facebook. So many people are now named Ris. For the fun of it or for what?
This name is not to be abused. You can now start to worship this name like you never did before. Or was it because of my life which makes you change your name? You know, as Chinese, we believe in that a name can tell our life ahead. Something to do with Feng Shui (which seems like a course interesting enough to take! Took too many courses and quit before the finishing line every time. I got to change that attitude of mine but BIPOLAR has it! I guess this is the down side of it).
My bipolar has been on the depressive side... Been sleeping in on days that have no shootings or filming.
Tomorrow, which is now, 23rd December 2012, I will organize my first Christmas Party (all I do was to come up with ideas in the past! And speaking of doing it, it's so different from just mouth exercise! It's time consuming... AND I hate it. Time consuming stuffs are the most important part of a plan and I failed at it.. Therefore, my studies... All in the pits, waiting for completion.). Whao! I can really be "off the topic". Look at where I have dragged the topic to!!!! Starting my own little party for the Malaysian crew (guys, we got to be nice hosts!) and the fellow actors. Man hunk (it's no joke when I say he is cute! Both the guys and girls swoon when he walks by) Kai would not be there as he is flying to England!
I am so excited that I manage to pull my entire depressive bipolar episode up to manic. Now I am insomiatic..... Fuck my life right? Tell me more about it.
I think I have the crews' picture somewhere... Got to find it and post it! Tee hee.. Sigh... Got to use my phone and blog.
Speaking of photos, asd my friends are all working in (not high end or prestige but customer service) places whereby service have to be of a notch, I cannot post their pictures up here as it would cause discrimination and a lot of other controversial perspective views and opinions.
And this brings my blog way down in the "Most Read Blog" because they aren't interesting. There's no pictures to amuse you. But fuck la, you're probably in your teens. Story books at that age (shit me! I still read Enid Blyton books) don't have pictures to heighten your interest. Pictures are only visual candies.... BUT THEY PLAY SUCH A BIG PART OF CREATING INTEREST!!!!!!!! I WANT TO PUT TONS OF PICTURES TOO BUT I HAVE TO BE FUCKING MATURE AND NOT POST ALL THE PARTY PHOTOS UP!!!!
Sighhhhh.... Fuck my life.. Today's one of the rarest time that I used valguarities online too. Fuck my life for being a bitch that people thinks NOT of who I am. Now I am something, I guess you haters can just drop dead after everything that you guys said or wrote to throw me down.
My English is not that bad. And yes, other than sleeping, my other hobby is to drug myself silly (okay, Eminem craze have to stop here) and read. And I read a lot!
I could make it big in America! =D Same talk, same situation, same life as Eminem The Man. While you guys are still worshipping me, I guess it doesn't hurt to let you in on a little sectet.. I WORSHIP EMINEM LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. That's how far real music and life accounts can touch someone's little life. And you, my man (after so many no-reply fan mails to you. I think I need some show that could fulfil your wishes to take me there, man!) had touched me like no one else did. My heart and soul belongs to you. And I wish to be the one you end up with. Fuck... I am getting mushy in my blog and that is so not me!!!! Damn it. I am losing it. Get a grip. Final leap. I'm gone...
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay