Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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"Never let anything known for anyone to stab you in."
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Sunday, April 21, 2013
Crying Loudly, I'm Crying Out Loud
Dated 1st April
It's suppose to be a jolly day - April's Fool.
But my day ended in tears. I went to panic attack and was desperate. Desperate for someone to hear me out! WHY NO ONE LISTENS?!?!?! WHY ARE THEY IN DENIAL?!?!?!? ARE MY FOLKS' SO AFRAID OF THIS TECHNOLOGY THAT THEY HAVE TO GIVE THEMSELVES EXCUSES TO SHUN FROM THESE?!?!?!
I am so close to going crazy. I grabbed all the medications there is in this house and consumed it. That fucker just said to wash her stomach inside out. FINE! Then I tortured myself using a penknife. I slit my wrist and threatened to self-harm. They think that I'm joking. If it wasn't for responsibility of my life, I WOULD HAVE JUMPED MORE THAN ONCE ALREADY! I CANNOT STAND A PLACE WHEREBY NOBODY LISTENS TO ME. AM I LIKE FUCKING DUMB OR WHAT?!?!?!
Can someone do a proper diagnosis on me? By the way, I am off being a bipolar, as said by my Psychaitrist. I'M WELL AGAIN!
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay