Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Love Or Not
To be a slut or not.
One who is attached but interested in me. Should I give it a try, especially when he lied to me on the first date. Should I continue with courtship or should I take my tears and leave. It's the same guy, the one that I said we broke up.
Friends with benefits? Maybe.... But a third party?
I believed that honesty is the best policy. But I love him too much to let him go away now. I mended my broken heart when he still calls me "girlfriend".
What should I do? Accept a two timer guy with kids? How could I? Especially when I love kids and wanted to IVF (something like test tube babies) myself and be a mother when I still have the money.
I am out of job since my workplace found out that I worked in pub (by the way, it's T-ara Cosplay Bar & Cafe - SO COME AND SUPPORT ME) and the management said that I am ruining their reputation! Those that goes to pubs and bars know that it's impossible to do ANY thing hanky panky there. We would throw you out immediately. That's how strict we are. And I stand by that rule.
No one can get me for free. Not even a thousand Lady's Drinks. We have quota so support me as much as you can! Come down to the bar and show my hosses that they had the wrong perception if night life. Our work time is only 8pm - 1am. How sleezy can it get,right? Sure, some girls went ahead to party after work but I PREFER MY HOUSE TO ANYTHING ELSE.
I am sad after losing my job but well, since the case, I decided that night life ain't for me. I'm looking for a part time job.
Any doctors reading me can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org.
Super duper fast learner (as I am told) and the holder of "Miss Courteous" and "Service A Star" as my reward.
I am a diligent student and would go the whole mile to serve others right. Only satisfaction from my employers or clients make my day.
So tell me when can I start work...
Tee hee, he sang this to me:
Coldplay: The Scientist
A smartical quote says that a men would choose the last mistress that they had because if they were to love the first love, they will never fall in love with you.... But for him, it's a total different show.
It hurts me. Especially when I have to smile and cry at the same time. I smiled because I hate people to worry or know, unless they read my blog. I thrash every single thing here. All I did was to smile, comment that he is brave and honest with me. I don't care if I am the third party. But I know that there's more that meets the heart. I have chemistry with him. But fate played a cruel test to us.
I don't blame anyone but myself as I have eyes to see and judge for myself...
What should one do when one can't let go of love? I can't. If one person can do it, so I can.
I am determined in that sense.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay