Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, February 25, 2016
Now that I have a boyfriend and I'm engaged, I start to think about starting my own family.
I used to think that my dad and mom hates me. I am rebellious and shit. I play truants, run out of the house in the middle of the night and my dad used to cane me badly. I have a perfect elder sister (her grades were straight A's and she is guai like hell) and I always wanted to be like her. However, the more I tried, the more I fail. I gave in to mischivous temptations and I do loads of shit that breaks my parents heart.
I used to think the more the beat me, the more they hate me. I didn't realize that they love me like mad. I was the only child that my dad see my mom gave birth to. After caning me, my dad would come up to me with ointments and rub my blue blacks. But I hated him to the core.
Now I only wish that my child would not grow up to be like me. I learnt from my third auntie that my second auntie cried silently in her room when her son got a tattoo. I got a tattoo at my hip too. It must have hurt my mom to see what I was becoming to.
From last week onwards, the first thing that I tell my mom when I get home from work is that I love her. And I promise never to run away from home again (even if my dad chased me out). Because I can never forget the sadness in her eyes as she knelt down to beg me to stay the last time I walked out of the door. Yes. I made my mom put down her pride and begged me to stay. And I'm truly ashame of it.
So from then on, I promised to be a good daughter to her and never break her heart again.
I have a proper full time job now. And I will work hard to be a good daughter.
Mom and dad, I love you. FAMILY means Father And Mother, I Love You.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay