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So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Saturday, August 6, 2016
A Post Other Than Hotel
I felt like I'm so lonely these days. After getting an actual job, I have lost my time and energy to blog. My fiancé doesn't like me to post private things on blog so most of my blog posts are only for my viewing only.
My boss doesn't like my publicity so I can't blog about work in public too.
My family, of course, supported my fiancé too.
I have so much thoughts each day on the way home and I feel like it's a waste not blogging it down. But who's there to see? Only me.
I'm lonely. I have no readers. I'm sad. I think I should die.
Speaking of dying, I fantasize about dying when I sleep. Then again when I just bring this topic up, my mom gets upset and it makes me sad. My thoughts are whacked.
I'm now in Renaissance and my fiancé is expecting me to sleep. Long story short, I'm going to bed like he expects.
I have lost myself. But I'm loving my life this way.... Love you, those who still reads this dead blog.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you're oughta stay